so i found this:
oh, dear. love.
1. strangely fascinating.
2. i challenge you to be who you really are. in detail, i mean, i think you've "found" yourself a dozen times since you left for college. i'm not saying that you being a mormon is a phase, either. i just think you're still searching, and you should consider all options before settling down.
3. blue. lucky you!
4. slightly contradicting what i said in number (2), i kind of fancy your way of dividing yourself constantly to fit into different worlds. understand? if you don't that's cool. also, you're my oldest friend, and you won't leave me no matter what i do, and that is just so damn rare.
5. i always liked the memory in which i told you that you weren't allowed to have any friends because i was your best friend. and you asked me, like the brilliant like devil's advocate you were in daycare, "well, why are you allowed to talk to other people and have friends, and i can't." my response: speechless. and even though you have a million friends now and i do too, we still have that "same brain" thing happening.
6. dolphin. free, but sometimes not.
7. can we grow old together? i'm being serious. you can't leave me, not until we're both ready to die.
anyway. i love jessica.
forever and always.
and then always some more.
she still knows me, in a time when i have ex-boyfriends boo-hoo-ing that they didn't get high enough scores on a "do you really know me" test.
yeah.
that's al..
lovelovelove.
love love
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