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[kittypriscilla]

Ok so I know I just posted but it;s amazing how much worse I can make myself feel in all of 5 minutes...I hate this so much. I really do. I don't even know what to say. I just really wish that I could have someone to talk to right now, but the people I would normally turn to now, don't want me anywhere near them anymore. I don't know what I did

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[ladykoot]

520-400-5107 - you can talk to me anytime you want.

[kittypriscilla]

It's been a long time since we've talked. I hope you know that you can call me anytime. I am always going to be here for you. 765-418-0052

[skyerayner]

This might seem like totally the wrong thing to say, and I'm sorry if it does, but maybe you're in the wrong place. Wrong school, wrong house, wrong state, who knows. The girl next door to me, who is basically my best friend now, started out at Vanderbuilt. She hated the people, she hated the things they did to her and the way they made her feel. So she switched to IU. And she's from Chicago. (meaning maybe the answer isn't so close to home). I know how you feel though. You are a good person, but other people either can't see that, or don't realize how lucky they are to have it and they throw it away. You can talk to me though.

[kittypriscilla]

Thanks for you thoughts. I really don't think that I belong anywhere else just cause I love being here. It's just the times that I get sad that I want to turn to someone and all those people that I would normally turn to, aren't there anymore. I guess I just need to find different people to trust, it's just so hard for me to trust people that finding new ones is really hard. I just wish I wouldn't have screwed things up so much and those great people would still be in my life. I guess I just miss people sometimes late at night when I'm all alone. Besides I will be somewhere completely new in a year or two...who knows where I'll be or who I'll meet, but every once in awhile you just want to turn back to those that know you most. I just don't feel like I have those people anymore.
How's school going for you? I haven't talked to you in awhile. Hope things are going well. I keep up on reading your LJ so I kinda know things, but you should IM me sometime and let me know how things are.