So I am sooo excited for tomorrow night. It's a special night at my house and I just can't wait. I finally feel like things are going in the right direction for me. I'm sure I won't feel the same at the end of the weekend cause shit always happens on the weekends. I just want to be happy again. I really haven't been happy for almost two years ( Read more... )

So we had a huge spontaneous at my house last night. We cleared out the dining room, except a few tables for some beer pong and flippy cup, hung Christmas lights up, I took my computer down there so we had some bumping music, and we partied all night. My FULL fridge of beer is now EMPTY!!! So I need to stock up again, but it was worth it just to ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in a psych lab and I don't want to do anything. No plans for tonight but Lyndsay's shots. Could potentially be a really boring weekend. Later all!

I never know what to do. The people that I really think are the good ones in my life don't care about me at all and those that care about me are just being fake or using me...and yet that's all I can get. I keep telling myself that you are a good person and people care about me, but the truth is hard and I know the truth I just wish so much that ( Read more... )

Right now I just feel like crying, not that anyone really cares. I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you and I know that you will never believe me, I wouldn't, but I don't believe many people. But no matter what you think I know what I feel in my heart. We went thru so much and I would take everything I have now to have you back. At many times ( Read more... )

Long ass week!!! Four hour meeting last night, four hour training today. Then working both jobs Thursday and Friday and trying to move into my house at the same time. I am going to be dead by the end of this week, and next week is going to be even worse!!! I need some partying time bad!!! I think that I might go back to good ol Carmel Friday ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Er Bear. I can't wait to go celebrate!!! Yummy cheesecake and maybe some crazy drinking. I love my friends...everyone is welcome to come have a little fun. Call the cell if you want to find the party.

I don't want to go back and work!! I am having so much fun here...I know I never thought I would say that either! Today is Erin's birthday. Don't know what we are going to do, but I'm sure it will be fun. Can't believe she is finally going to be 20!!! Such an old woman ( Read more... )