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lol.

today is dark.. and the clouds are across the sky.

you know its blunt time.

heh.

off to the gas station then to trav's .. on this rainy day.

you make me sad

thats all he said.. thats all i needed to hear..
to know to back off..to back away from
someone who gave me back my very touch.

so my parents and i went to virginia. charolettesville, about an hour and ten minutes outside of richmond. i couldnt believe how beautiful it was, everything was lush and green.. flowers and animals everywhere.. keswick was the name of our hotel.. and god was it gorgeous.. i felt like i had stepped into old america.. with a bit of a french twist in ( Read more... )

summer crunk. its gonna be that good ( Read more... )

picked trav up.. bought incense.. then went to his place. came home and got some shit.. changed and drove to ryans.. im sitting at his laptop. i dont think im going home tonight... hah tooo much shit to do. plus i dont want to be near my mom for a little .. summer school in the morning >> uggh ( Read more... )

im happy here. i just dont need to be constantly reminded of what a shithead i am..

i do it to myself enough.

i dont know how to deal with her anymore.. she thinks i dont appreciate anything when i tell her i appreciate her every day of my life. i respect them(both), and do whatever she asks of me. and the moment i want to talk to someone about her and get things off my chest she overhears and gets upset and goes on a rant about how i am the defect. she ( Read more... )

i look twice in the mirror
and its every second to think of you
hate courses through my veins
and its not meant for use
who runs this show
because you're the brightest star
but i cannot comfort you
and it turns my face blue
my stomach aches
and my muscles shake
frankly i dont have a clue.

im glad things are going to mend. i care for him too much to just walk away. ^^
<3
call me whores.