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Status Report
When did I stop being a person worth being? I've become so tired and scared and reclusive, I don't even recognize myself. And I definitely don't have anything worth writing about, or worth taking pictures of.
College life is practically killing me. -
North Carolina
So it turns out we're(?) moving to North Carolina. The "we" of course being in question because, as much as i insist that i basically don't live with my parents anymore, and therefore it doesn't really matter, they keep insisting that i'm just as much a part of this decision as they are, and won't it matter to me not coming back to Dallas, and don ( Read more... ) -
Flippin' Burger Flippin'
I got a summer job, never posted about it, and now i'm already fired. Or laid off. Or something. So now i have little else to do but cook things with local produce, and then eat those things. And wallow in my pitiful destitution. And then wait for the mailman to deliver my Netflix. I broke the news of my firing to one of my friends and that ( Read more... ) -
I Spy
This morning, Shannon showed up at my door. I was semi-unaware he was coming. At least i was unaware that he was showing up at ten in the morning ( Read more... ) -
Cook, Write, Cook Right
There are seven and a half days left of my tenuous relationship with my roommates. I'm moving on up and into the new house, where I'm going to live alone for the summer, since Rachel's going back home for the summer (fortunately home is 40 minutes away). Moving into the fresh, beautiful house with its white walls, arched doorways, and hardwood ( Read more... ) -
And for the first time in four years, i didn't cry
It's three am and my bed is covered in dirty dishes, crumpled newspaper, and empty bookbags. And the usual tidy stack of books in the corner. This is definite the bed of a singleton ( Read more... ) -
If i'm the most interesting person you've ever talked to, then fucking talk to me
So, i'm thinking the shannon thing is basically totally worthless. I had a major mental breakdown last week which eventually led to a ridiculous email basically pleading with him to still be friends with me, even though nothing had happened, he just hadn't emailed me back because he was busy, and apparently he just goes M.I.A. occasionally. He ( Read more... ) -
Besides, i'm already using my essay voice. Can you tell?
Composing an essay in Anschutz library during school hours is about as appropriate as praying in the middle of a mall. It’s hard to think about anything of any meaning or substance while you’re surrounded by people pounding out meaningless papers or copying answers to math exams off the internet. It’s so hard to concentrate I can’t even seem to ( Read more... ) -
Committing to no commitment
Trying to date someone in high school is utter bullshit. I highly recommend avoiding it. Oh, except i can't because Shannon is so fucking cool.
Hello, Shannon (the middle one).
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