Wednesday night means we're more than halfway to the weekend!
You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.
Colorgenics
Except for the setting my sights thing nothing too obviously off the mark. Interesting.
Also. It became colder. So I gave in (or more realistically was forced into it by my currently decreasing laundry pile) and wore a sweater today. So OF COURSE it warmed up. And my teachers teased me because they always think I'm crazy for not wearing three+ layers in fall. But, I did get a 'mezurashiiii' (rare, unusual) from a 1st year XD So I felt a little better. Apparently my fashion darkens with the season?
P.S. Mom, I really do love that B-day sweater you sent me :) It will be awesome on a day when the temperature does not go rogue.
P.P.S. I think I'm getting a throat cold. I shall deny it with vitamin C.
P.P.P.S. L comes on Friday! Exciting! I must find the udon place of awesome and hope that it is open Friday evening. If that is acceptable.