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[kittywolf]

So, I updated to let everyone know I almost died, then I updated to let everyone know I didn't, and then I curled up like the major arcana hermit crab and spoke to no one. Well, exceptions: Z and Bellzy. Even then

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[howlokitty]

<3

If you need a place to convalesce, consider New Orleans. It is good for your soul.

[kittywolf]

Haaar, I wish, I assure you. Maybe once I can drive again.

[glamourcorpse]

I don't have anything to add that anyone above hasn't said before me or better than I could (I came into the post late and better express myself with images) but I'mma yammer on anyway. While I think you already know that I have always completely been all Lj smitten with you for your bravery, your being giant brain and your general creative weirdness since the day we internet-met, it's always nice to hear again yes/no?

Well I am. You da bomb and I'm REALLY relieved you're back. I was starting to get worried after the last time...

In other news, I totally called your tattoo choice before I scrolled down. Was going to make some comment like "damn that's gonna hurt!" about the placement, but well, you've more than proven yourself a total bad-ass so it's obvious you can handle it. Although still...OW! I want a new one very badly. But I have to save my money for my trip.

You of course must supply pictures of said tattoo asap.

[kittywolf]

Oh my god, I will. Soon as it's done I am going to spam the fuck out of my internet everything with a million pictures of my wrist. And I *do* expect it will hurt like a mother--I've always had especially sensitive inner wrists, too...but I think that's part of it, for me? Because it is so magico-spiritual and all that. Thrilled that you called it. <3

And I love hearing that the people I'm smitten with heart me back, yes. Always! And I love you and your stories and your costumes and everything. I checked your lj earlier, but I didn't know who the fox in the photo was, so I was all, hrrmmm.

I basically worried everyone who cares by being so self-isolating and I am sorry. It's exactly how I handle minor emotional upsets, too, just times a billion. Or, y'know...three months. But I got better! And will continue to do so!

Eewkhjskh, did I already confess that when I was in the hospital I thought of you specially when I was all OOH NOOO PEOPLE I LIKE WON'T KNOW THAT I DIED? I think so.

Hugshugshugs. <3 Also, how many/what tats do you

[glamourcorpse]

"but I didn't know who the fox in the photo was, so I was all, hrrmmm

[glamourcorpse]

"Eewkhjskh, did I already confess that when I was in the hospital I thought of you specially when I was all OOH NOOO PEOPLE I LIKE WON'T KNOW THAT I DIED? I think so."

Yes and it means an awful lot to me to be thought of by someone that doesn't have to.

Also, sorry for filling your in box with so many posts!

[dawaioser]

Hello dahling. It's good to see you back and writing again. You were randomly in one of my dreams last week and that was cool. <3

[kittywolf]

<3 ! Was the dream neat? Was I cool? Did I have full control of my face? I'm taking good omens wherever I find 'em.

Thanks for the welcome back. :) Also, this is kind of random, but a whiiile ago you posted a poem by some young adult author, I think, about a wolf? Well, several wolves, and a girl, and it was all slinky sexy. I CANNOT, for the life of me, find it... help a girl out?

[dawaioser]

the girl who cried wolf

[kittywolf]

exactly yes! thank you! I am THRILLED.

I tried so hard to find it on the internet by googling half remembered lines, and definitely failed.

[kittywolf]

I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL AND KIND AND I AM SO HAPPY TO JUST KNOW YOU, FOR FUCKING REAL.

Really, yeah. You're very important to me, too, and I still treasure that e mail that you sent me when all this shit first started to go down. And I want to meet you, I so desperately do, and that's just one more reason to get better, you know? Because we really should have fun, ridiculous times with each other, and we WILL.

I like raw as a descriptor; thank you. Hah. One of the things about this sickness has definitely been how...how I define myself? And without my face, I definitely want to cower in the corner and be shy forever and hide, but...that is not ME, you know? And thank god that you are here to remind me of that.

I love YOU. Never forget. I'm not really doing phones much (because of, right, face), but I'll try to call you soon and, oh my fucking god, I love you.

Merry Christmas, awesome new year, all of that. Also, you and your boy are ADORABLE and I am so happy for you!