REMEMBRANCE CAN HURT ( Read more... )

so...what was that last night? i never see you, ever. and the one time that i don't want to see you, i do. i mean...what was that? and you were with her. and the instant i saw you...i wasn't happy. (not like the other times i see you...) and all i wanted to do was cry. not becuz i was sad...but becuz i just didn't want to be there. i didn't want to ( Read more... )

another day has passed.

you're closer to whatever goal you're counting down to. i realized just that. life is nothing but moments...and count downs to special moments. it's kinda funny how that all works out...

so i have like 5 emails in my inbox from livejournal posts...that don't really hav anything to do with me...strange ( Read more... )

you have the strength to handle anything that comes your way

85 days

i am here and you are there ( Read more... )

it brings tears to my eyes, knoing that this is close to the end. i won't say goodbye forever, but goodbye for now. i hav no doubt in my mind that we will be friends for a long time. and i wouldn't want any of that to change ( Read more... )

i was ready. i had already accepted it. i was ready to leave this place. in my mind i already had. but then i had to come back. and for what? nothing. what did it do for me? nothing-except break down all the defenses i spent months building up. and what do i hav to show for it? nothing. nothing except a broken heart and a soul longing to be near ( Read more... )

hahahahahaha burn the school!!

this isn't the ending i expected-it's better. becuz of all this, i don't view it as an ending, but a beginning. a new beginning that we've never seen before, and better than our other endings. "i'm not making the same mistakes, i'm making new ones."