I'm finding that no one really updates anymore...of course I have like two people on my friends list lol so I really can't say anything about that ( Read more... )

I'm headed off to work in a few minutes...couldn't find anyone to cover for me...as usual. I'm like terrified I'm going to have another asthma attack. The doctor gave me a new inhaler and some allergy pill but I still get worked up...*curses*...not only are the attacks painful, exhausting, and scary but they're as embarassing as hell. I let down ( Read more... )

So, I have this new obsession with My Chemical Romance...I just love them now. I mean they are very dark and stuff but I love their music...yes well I am strange ( Read more... )

Sorry to be so negative lately...just am i guess ( Read more... )

Don't think about me ( Read more... )

I wish things would turn out right for once. I want to be normal and have a normal life. I want things to go right! Why can't it work out for me... I've waited long enough...

SO i like update four times a day now *yay*...I think my new layout is good modivation ( Read more... )

Whispers ( Read more... )

What is luck anyways?
My luck seems to get worse and worse...but maybe it's not luck at all...maybe it's just the way it's meant to be...which sux all on its own. I feel beyond stupid, relieved, and sad at the same time...I'm off to watch Charmed...to escape today's awful events...

So, I'm attempting to save up to take a trip to New Zealand. Either for my senior thesis or just for fun. Will I actually make it? Who the hell knows? I hope so...I miss New Zealand very much and would give anything to go back. Perhaps a college visit is in order?