I was wrong.
The plate was too full and I gut kicked off.
Still likes me, he says. Don't be mad at him and still be firends.
I'll believe that if I see it.
I'm not mad.
I just think its rather impersonal to break up over the phone.
Especially if you still like someone.

Uhg.

I understand. But I'm still not happy about it.
A full plate getting fuller.
But thats no reason to make me feel unwanted.
If anything I want to help not add to the burden.

Is it impossible to get some people to open up...?

Oh yeah,if you get a chance listen to the song "The Woman With The Tattooed Hands" by Atmosphere.

I've been looking at what I've become lately. Although I can't say I'm proud of myself I like myself, and I don't think I turned out as bad as I could've. I'm more on the end of the spectrum that socity looks down upon, but FUCK socity. I enjoy my life and I'm not hurting anyone, Physically or emotionally. I've got a job, I've got a boy, I'm not ( Read more... )

Tonight was one of those good nights. Steady at work 50 bucks chill with the boy drink beers blaze hash bowls chill with boy drink beers chat it up get called the chillist girl ever beers guarentee for tomorrow night from the boy. I was in such a good mood after work too, what a great way to end it. :D I like it like this.

I don't really have much to say, but I feel like sayin.
I've got a new job thats pretty sick, eventhough I'm just a kitchen bitch its high quality food. \
And and and
How do you make someone feel better when they have to put their dog down?
I'm drawing a blank.
Maybe food...?

This seems like there might not really be time for Sam.
He works alot, then sleeps. And on random days off I've got other plans...
Hopefully it can work with such little time spent, or hopefully more time is spent.
I like him alot, and don't want it to not work because of something like that.

Last night was a nice roll.
Though I was up till damn near 730 this morning.
But there was no being sick, just chilling.

I'm hella slow right now though.
And sleepy.

Swiss cheese brains anyone?

Last night everyone but me (and kyle and mattos) thizzed. Rolling helps people open up more, more talkative ( Read more... )

Guess we're seeing eachother, taking it slow.
Mom's and sisters keep using incriminating labels, and firends ask. So thats how it was explained.
I'm cool with taking things slow though, I really like him and don't want to fuck shit up.
He's a nice guy, and I'm tired of assholes.
Yesterday my mom kept asking how many other girlfriends he had.
I ( Read more... )

Blue and yellow keeps coming on shuffle.