Don't lie to yourselves, it gives you pleasure....
[ Current Clothes ] My Joe Boxer “Do Not Disturb” pajama pants and a black jacket with white flames on the sleeves
[ Current Mood ] Hurt, and upset, and worried, and irritated, and… not good
[ Current Music ] Savage Garden, currently ‘To the Moon and Back’
[ Current Taste ] The taste of being really, really hungry… dinner is being made now though, so I think I’ll be OK
[ Current Make-up ] None what-so-ever
[ Current Hair ] In a ponytail being held back with a red headband… My hair got a bit unruly after I was out in the snow yesterday
[ Current Annoyance ] People who don’t tell me really important things, and other people who end up telling me about it and then lecturing me about what I should and shouldn’t be doing or thinking or saying about the situation like they know so fucking much about everything - Hey, fuck you.
[ Current Smell ] Chicken breast cooking in Italian salad dressing ::Drools::
[ Current Favorite Artist ] I’ll take this to mean not a musical artist, so I’ll have to say Dali and Munch
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Ewan McGregor as Christian in Moulin Rouge with a caption saying “Jealousy Has Driven Him Mad”
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] Metallica, and I don’t see that ever changing
[ Current Book you're reading ] Angels & Demons by Dan Brown, and it is an excellent book so far
[ Current CD in CD Player] The Northside Concert Choir’s rendition of ‘Messiah’
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] Dark purple
[ Current Refreshment ] Well, there’s day-old water sitting here….
[ Current Worry ] Whether or not I have an ear infection, or if it was hurting because of the wet and the cold from the snow
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] Marcelo
[ You Talked to ] I’m talking to Ben online right now
[ You Hugged ] Marcelo, before he left for work
[ You Instant messaged ] The last person I actually opened an IM to was Jennifer earlier today
[ You Yelled At ] My mom last night
[ You Kissed ] The last PERSON, Marcelo; The last LIVING THING, Kennedy :oP
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] Baked mostaccioli
[ Drink ] Hot chocolate… speaking of which, I should go make myself some…
[ Color ] I don’t really have one… I like dark reds, light pinks, browns, grays…
[ Album ] The Moulin Rouge soundtrack
[ Shoes ] Though I haven’t worn them yet, I LOVE the black suede boots I bought… I think I shall wear them to Northside’s concert on Friday… Yes, I shall.
[ Candy ] Reese’s Cups… they’re good in ice cream, too!
[Animal ] Dogs… I know that sounds very general but I do respect and appreciate in some way every breed of dog, and I think they’re amazing animals
[ TV Show ] That’s still on television, right now at this very moment it would be a tie between Dr.Phil and America’s Next Top Model… my God, what’s happening to me??
[Movie ] Moulin Rouge
[ Dance ] Hmm… oh! I know! The Cha-Cha Slide! Oh, wait, no! The ‘Lean-Back’! >:o/
[ Song ] For actual musical value, really any Metallica song, but I’ll just pick one - Creeping Death… but for nostalgic purposes, ‘I’ll Be There For You’ by The Moffatts… it’s my happy song
[ Vegetable ] Potatoes, corn, eggplant (well, I guess eggplant parmesan doesn’t count)…
[ Fruit ] Strawberries
[ Cartoon ] Long live CLONE HIGH!!
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] Yes
[ Open-minded ] Yes
[ Arrogant ] Um, in certain respects, like when it comes to people who can’t use proper grammar on a regular basis and TV shows that just ARE NOT funny, yes.
[ Insecure ] Everyone is, no matter what they tell you.
[ Interesting ] When you get around to actually knowing me and talking to me
[ Random ] LOL yes
[ Friendly ] I’m kind of quiet and reserved, and people perceive that as unfriendly, but really, I can be pretty friendly
[ Smart ] I like to think so, at least in some areas
[ Moody ] Ridiculously so… it’s terrible
[ Childish ] At times, when it’s fun to be childish
[ Independent ] Not as much as I’d like to be (financially speaking)
[ Hard working ] I know when something needs to be done.
[ Organized ] For the most part.. unless you came into my room… but I have what I like to call “organized clutter”…
[ Healthy ] Um, well, not as much as I could be
[ Emotionally Stable ] If not completely then at least much moreso than I used to be - Hey, progress is progress! :o)
[ Shy ] I wouldn’t call it shyness, no
[ Difficult ] I definitely can be, yes
[ Attractive ] Parts of me are…That doesn’t sound quite right… I mean I think certain parts of my personality as well as some physical features are, but as far as the “whole package”, that’s up to other people to decide
[ Bored Easily ] Not usually… As Eysenck explains, I have what he calls a naturally active brain, so I have to do less to keep it stimulated… Yes, psychobabble… Though I am doing this survey, so perhaps I should check that out…
[ Messy ] I try not to be
[ Thirsty ] At the moment, yeah, a little bit
[ Responsible ] Yes
[ Obsessed ] I’m a girl.
[ Angry ] A little bit right now, though I’m kind of an angry person in general… I need to learn to use the anger for fuel for other things… New Year’s Resolution, maybe?
[ Sad ] No, actually, I’m keeping a pretty good outlook on things ::Knocks on wood::
[ Happy ] Sure, why not?
[ Hyper ] God, no
[ Trusting ] I really don’t trust anyone fully, though I like to believe that all people are good people… I don’t quite understand it myself…
[ Talkative ] I can be, if you bring up a topic that interests me
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] Right now, no one… Wow, that’s a first, really…
[ Slap ] My neighbor across the street for accusing me of putting a virus on his computer… fucking asshole, when I was on his computer I DELETED his viruses… just because he’s computer illiterate doesn’t mean he can take it out on me… bastard.
[ Get Really Wasted With ] I don’t really have a desire to do that…
[ Get High With ] See above
[ Look Like ] I want to have bangs like Jennifer’s
[ Talk To Offline ] Steve! I keep meaning to call him but never get around to it!
[ Talk To Online ] Tim, and JC would be nice too, to see how he’s doing
[ My Name Is ] Lauren
[ In The Morning I Am ] Sleeping
[ All I Need Is ] Love
[ Love Is ] A many splendored thing, love lifts us up where we belong :o)
[ I'm Afraid of ] Dying, and needles, and flying
[ I Dream About ] Well last night I dreamt that I learned how to jetski, which was awesome LoL
HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] Oh I don’t have to, baby, I get to SEE it! WOOO!! LOL
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] See above, LoL
[ Been in love ] Yes, I am right now with Marcelo
[ Cried when someone died ] You know, not as much as I should have, at least not that I can remember
[ Lied ] Yes, and I’m not proud of it, and I don’t do it anymore
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] Their smile
[last person u slow danced with] Marcelo, in my room, when I was really depressed :o)
[worst question to ask] “Well, what do you think?” Asking a guy to think is like asking them to castrate themselves
WHO...
[makes u laugh the most?] Nathan, and even though I don’t see him, I know it would still be that way if I did
[makes you smile] Marcelo, and anyone else who cares
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] Alison.. she made me want to vomit
[who do you have a crush on?] Marcelo :o) And Lars Ulrich, of course
[who has a crush on u?] No one that I know of
[is easiest to talk to] Marcelo, Tim and Vicky
DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] Not really, usually anyone I’m interested in talking to is online and talking to me
[save aol/aim conversations] I do sometimes if they’re cute or if they’re incriminating
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] Yes, during that glorious time of the month
[cried because of someone saying something to you] Too many times
HAVE YOU EVER....
[fallen for your best friend] Well I considered Steve to be my best friend at one time, so yes, I guess I have
[been rejected] Yes
[rejected someone] Not that I can remember
[used someone] Never
[been cheated on] I think so
[done something you regret] Hell yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON..
[you talked to on the phone] Kenny
[you laughed with] Marcelo
[you said goodbye to] Kenny, when we got off the phone
DO YOU // ARE YOU...
[smoke cigarettes] I used to , but not anymore
[obsessive] You asked that already.. couldn’t you think of another adjective?
[could u live without the computer?] No, unfortunately not
[color ur hair] I’ve been coloring my hair since I was in 8th grade.. I need to get my current color touched-up before Christmas
[ever get off the damn computer] NEVER!!
[habla espanol] ¿Si? Actually no, but I can understand it to a slight degree
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] Ugh, you used the word “peeps”… But there are currently 28
[drink alchohol?] Only on occasion
[like watching sunrises or sunset] I prefer sunrises, but I’m rarely up early enough to see them
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] Definitely emotional pain
NUMBER...
[of times I have had my heart broken?:] Once or twice
[of hearts I have broken?]: Three that I know of
[of guys I have kissed?]: Well I’ve kissed a lot of guys because we used to play Truth or Dare and Spin the Bottle a lot at Jennifer’s house in her basement when she would have little party things, but the number of guys I have kissed because I actually liked them… Oh God… Maybe 6 or 7
[of girls I have kissed?]: None
[of continents I have lived in?]: You live ON continents, not IN them, but only one
[of tight friends?]: None, apparently
[of cd's that I own?]: A lot, but I only listen to about 20 of them
[of scars on my body?]: Too many to count from when I used to cut myself, one on my neck from having Chicken Pox in 5th grade, one on my knee from when my dog bit me, and one on my finger from when I burned myself making pancakes
[of things in my past that I regret?]: There have been a lot of things that I regret in some ways, but I like to think that every experience I have had in my life has taught me something or has been useful in some way or another