I am officially unemployed.

Yesterday was my last day at Big 5, thank goodness. I have an interview with an insurance company on Wednesday and I putting in a lot of resumes and applications right now. I really want to work as a receptionist, which is what I'm good at. I have gotten some calls for other places, like T-Mobile's call center. I just ( Read more... )

So I'm  having a good time here in the 75-80 degree weather of Orlando. We're 2 miles from Disney and we've been to a park every single day since Monday, which means lots of walking. Therefore, who has to get hurt?? Me. I'm on freaking crutches now. Don't know how but we think it's a stress fracture. There's no swelling, which is good, but I'm in ( Read more... )

Nobody knows me like you do ( Read more... )

I'm really beginning to hate you ( Read more... )

Forget who I am, what I live for.
Give in for one seemingly perfect moment.
Who cares if it's all ruined in the end?
For a few hours, minutes, seconds.....
I can do no wrong.
Everything is on me, on my choice.
Should I risk it all for some momentary bliss?
Or shall I live in doubt?
For what could have happened.
I'll tell you what happened.
I give in. You get ( Read more... )

I officially give up.

No matter what I do, I get stepped on. I retaliate and it's bad. I walk on eggshells and it gets worse. Where's the logic in that?

So I've decided that I'm just going to be me. I won't go out of my way to be rude, but I am not going out of my way to be nice either. If someone gets hurts in the process, so be it. I'm tired of ( Read more... )

I am so fucking tired of people who pretend to be my friend to get shit out of me and then treat me like crap. (no david, this isn't about you ( Read more... )

On a happier note, Peyton Manning and his Colts are undefeated this season!

So once again, I'm a terrible BITCH. Everythings my fault, AGAIN. You know, it's like I said, I resolve one issue and two days later something else is my fault ( Read more... )

After a huge breakdown this morning I realized that it's not worth it anymore. I can't take the stress and I shouldn't have to ( Read more... )