I went to sleep at 11:30 last nite so I wasn't a total zombie at school today so that was good. First time in a while. I only slept in homeroom! After school I chilled with Jay J. We loitered at Blockbuster for nearly an hour lol.I went home thinking James wasn't gonna ditch me! hehe jk I kno he wanted some time with Jen and I'll respect that. I ( Read more... )

Ok I feel like making myself happy. I'm the only one that could make myself happy so I think I'm gonna do that from now on. Fuck everyone else. I'm fed up with all of them. Every single last one of them. I swear to God I just wanna attack everyone I know for constantly walking all over me and always using me as a scapegoat and whatnot. I'm tired of ( Read more... )

Yea so... I'm trying to get my curfew raised and everything. So I'm talking to my parents and sister today and decided to give it an attempt again... a very pathetic attempt. I thought a funny story to bring up would be the one about when Mike shot me with a staple gun. lol then my mom was like "ok what exactly do you do when you are with you ( Read more... )

God today was such a weird ass day. I woke up "early" and went to Jay's house to see him for the last time during his winter break =( Im gonna miss hanging out after school and after work with him. Well anyway, I got home at like 1:30 and my sister was over. I watched some Austin Powers and fell asleep with Benny until 7! God he is so adorable. I' ( Read more... )

Hmm... well I haven't seen any porn since the summer (thankfully) but yea at Brad's we watched Pornacopia lol. And then... more porn elsewhere! I'll get into that later... Today wasnt really that great actually. I woke up in a bad mood and it just stayed that way ALL day and ALL night. But yea I'll re-cap my whole weekend. Friday was a half day. I ( Read more... )

I think I'm narcoleptic. I swear! I used to not be able to fall asleep anywhere except for my couch and bed and occasionally in school. But now, I'm asleep almost all the time in almost any position. Sitting, standing, laying down... its awful! I'm asleep in all my classes. My french teacher woke me up twice yesterday lol. Once by asking me a ( Read more... )

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Well, 2004 came with many unexpected surprises. I just lived my life, as usual, and never stopped and took a second to look at it. But then I realize... I never expected 2004 to be the way it was. Seriously. But then again, u never know what your life is gonna be like. You're not psychic or whatever. But this was seriously beyond what I could ( Read more... )

Ok like... my parents are up my ass once again. Yay! Not like they even gave me a break on the trip but whatever. I'm just sick of my mom constantly harassing me. ANd its funny how all of a sudden I'm not allowed to do anything afterschool. Um... fuck that shit? Because like I get out at 1:15 everyday so that gives me almost 10 hours til I usually ( Read more... )

Whoa... its 2005. After midnight on new years eve, somebody said "i haven't eaten since last year" and i just thought that was so damn funny lol. Well anyways, I had a lovely time on the cruise! lots of fun! Met some decent people. I tanned, danced, drank, the usual. This one night, they were giving out free champagne. By the time I found out about ( Read more... )