I dont get the fucking point of live journal it's basicallly gone dead everytime you write about somthing u need help with noone fucking comments then u make a stupid entry and everyone does its fucking retarted

Mike is making no sense hes almost acting like were still going out i feel like crying it's really annoying me i dont know what he wants and i dont want to be hurt. i feel it though somthings going to happen od i wish he wasnt going to this stupid party on sat how can i look at him

tonight was the best night of my life. I've never felt so alive. I feel like a hippie describing this. But it was amazing. At first scary but heart pumping exciting and edge living. for those not living where i am there is a huge thunder storm with bunches of lighting bolts. It's amazing. I went outside and just stood the with my hands copvering my ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Kemal is your soulmate.
You truly love Tory.
You consider Mike your true friend.
You know that Jordan is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Erica for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Ben is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Chris is colorful, ( Read more... )

well sat we placed 3rd in the race, and had he 4th fastest time in all the heats. On Sunday we were to tired from sat, and lost but we made finals at states YAY!!! and lightweight 8 boys won states and are going to nationals in 2 weeks

I don't know whats wrong with me lately. I can't really say that im in a depressed mood. More like i really am not sure what i'm doing with my life. As of the other day i found out i will never be able to go to the arts academy i am dying to go for because of 1)my grades are probally not good enough, 2)my parents say i don't deserve to go to an ( Read more... )

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i am so pissed off so i finally start to really like my boyfriend and you know what happens the same thing that always happens to m im confuseds and dont likee them that much at first and then i become emotionally attached and fall in love and then they don't care about me anymore. "if u left me for ______ i wouldn't care i just would hope we could ( Read more... )

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i'm waiting for tory to come pick me up. yay! i get to see her and my 2nd mommy again. me n mike saw a movie yesterday that was really fun. i'm so glad i get to go out and have a nice relaxing break. hmm and summer stock auditions tommorow

i ♥ mike!!!