innocence lost

[kiya22]

my life.. dosent realy feel like mine anymore. so fucking many things have changed for my in the past few months and im not about to go into them. i just dont have the energy. i dont have a clue where im headed. 6 monthes ago i had it all figured out. now everythings up in the air. i dont know who my friends are. i dont know who my lovers are. i

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This took a while, so I hope it helps...

[anonymous]

It really is tormenting to feel like you don't have any friends, and to not even know who you can trust. Believe me; I know what it’s like

[twilightblues]

That was me, sorry I forgot to log in before I posted. It's a little after 6 A.M. and I'm exhausted. =P

Kelly

[simonatomik]

Ha! I knew it was you Monk!

Anna, kellys advice makes a lot of sense. The first three sections are exactly what I would have said. I dont know your current situation but, I am assuming that, whatever problems you are having are in large because of your choice of companions/acquaintences. That doesnt necessarily mean that they are bad people. They may just be headed in a different direction than you in life (like to the military or to Seatle). Dont be afraid to do what you need to do. Make compromises when you must, but dont allow yourself to be led completely astray. Your a fire element. Dont burn out of control.

will

call me any time

[kiya22]

i love you guys

[caelestas]

I live in St. Louis again. You should call me.