I can understand what you mean. This transition from childhood into adulthood is really difficult. It's not only difficult because of the fact that you're going through it but it is also hard because everyone else arund you is also going through it and, like it or not, their mistakes effect you just as much as your own. Everyone makes mistakes Kyle, if we didn't we wouldn't improve, or strive for improvement. I don't love you any less or think that you're a lesser person. In fact I respect you more for everytime you make a mistake, get up, dust yourself off... and face that fucker again. You make me proud. Sometimes I would wish that I could be more like you. But you know what Kyle? You're only human... you're only a flawed being just like me. I'd rather know you, and be blessed by your friendship then live AS you. You're life has been just as a journey and rocky path as the next person. I realized that you can't idealize a person's life. No one's life is ideal. No one really know's what they want/are/feel.. or anything really. I want
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I never know what to say when people feel quite like this, mostly because I get like this at times, and there's never anything anyone can say.
I'm still here, in case you are wondering. And you'll be okay, I think. But you won't believe me until later, when it will jump out at you like a surprise.
For one thing.. Omg.. thats how I am feeling.. Wow. I am here for you Kyle and I am not leaving. I have told you that. I am with you forever hun. and for another thing. We need to hang out soon. I need to get lots of things of my chest and I know you are the one who will listen to me 100% and tell me the things I don't want to hear but need to hear! If it means me driving and us talking.. So be it.. If it means you driving.. also so be it.. If it means us going somewhere and sitting there... Then thats good also.. I just think I may need a good cry to let all out. I love you hun!
I echo the reply by superdarkifer, especially these lines (i hope they don't mind.)
"I want to be able to sit and tell you who you can trust, but really no one can. You will trust who ever you feel like you can. I'd like to let you know just how much you can trust me, but again... that's your decision."
"Goodbye is a really hard thing to say to someone you care so much about." "Sometimes you think that you're saying goodbye to someone and they appear in your life somewhere down the road where you least expect them, and consequently when you need them the most."
"I'll always be your friend."Kyle, whether you know it or not you have made a positive difference in my life
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I'm still here, in case you are wondering. And you'll be okay, I think. But you won't believe me until later, when it will jump out at you like a surprise.
I'll talk to you soon, buddy. *hug*
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"I want to be able to sit and tell you who you can trust, but really no one can. You will trust who ever you feel like you can. I'd like to let you know just how much you can trust me, but again... that's your decision."
"Goodbye is a really hard thing to say to someone you care so much about."
"Sometimes you think that you're saying goodbye to someone and they appear in your life somewhere down the road where you least expect them, and consequently when you need them the most."
"I'll always be your friend."Kyle, whether you know it or not you have made a positive difference in my life ( ... )
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I'm never leavin' ya bud. You're stuck with me, and as junior high as it it: we're FFL.
I'm always here if you need me, and I'm not goin' anywhere. We're grownups now, man. I can't fucking believe it.
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