"And if I say, It’ll be alright, Still I hear you say, You want to end your life.”
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The last 24 hours have made me realise that dark, scary feeling deep down inside of me never disappeared...it was merely sleeping, and waiting.
I haven't felt this depressed in a very long time, I never thought I would be back here again.
For the second time in my life now I've seriously thought about giving up and letting go. I don't feel like I have anyone I can talk to, someone who will be able to make a difference.
I just hate to be in so much pain, I feel like if I start crying again I might never stop. I'm just not strong enough to cope.
I think the only thing to stopped me from losing it last night was hope. That little piece of hope that it would all be ok. I see now that I was wrong.
I just want it all to stop, it all the end. I don't want to feel anything anymore.
The last 24 hours have made me realise that dark, scary feeling deep down inside of me never disappeared...it was merely sleeping, and waiting.
I haven't felt this depressed in a very long time, I never thought I would be back here again.
For the second time in my life now I've seriously thought about giving up and letting go. I don't feel like I have anyone I can talk to, someone who will be able to make a difference.
I just hate to be in so much pain, I feel like if I start crying again I might never stop. I'm just not strong enough to cope.
I think the only thing to stopped me from losing it last night was hope. That little piece of hope that it would all be ok. I see now that I was wrong.
I just want it all to stop, it all the end. I don't want to feel anything anymore.