I hate sharing things sometimes. Or people. Or interests. Especially when the initial luster existed solely because of novelty and a potential realignment of my perspective. When these things or people or interests are shared, it loses a lot of its majesty because it's not just mine anymore. Sometimes, I enjoy new things more without the company of ( Read more... )

 I wonder sometimes what kind of boy I would be dating if not for the fact that I am already dating a boy. I also wonder who my next boyfriend will be and if I already know him. Assuming I will have a "next boyfriend," but at this age, it's not unlikely. Double negatives.. hate those. Also, when does the term "boy" become inappropriate? "Man" doesn ( Read more... )

 Oooooh I am bad!

This is the first night I've ever really felt it.

 Sometimes, I really don't think my boyfriend quite understands exactly how much I do for him and the lengths I go to make him happy. Sure, I was running late from work and forgot to let him know. But in the grand scheme of things, I feel that I shouldn't have been made to feel so guilty and inconsiderate. Because I'm not ( Read more... )

 Also, the NYC trip had to get pushed back to May. Unfortunately. But that's okay. Because there are a lot of changes that I hope will happen by that time. Changes that will make going on this trip so much more enjoyable.

 Everyone is really interesting. It's just so easy.

When you know, you just know. There will be no second guessing.

I either speak too soon or not at all. 

man what if it was like 120 degrees outside. that would suck. like really. that would really be terrible. you know i like the morning. i think that when we live together i'm going to wake you up early in the morning so that we can enjoy the morning and such. we could make breakfast and do it while we cook and eat and then eventually we will stop so ( Read more... )