and runnin and runnin and runnin and runnin

[kkidneys]

hey hey hey, started college on wednesday enjoyed it lots met some nice people was well excited to go back today enjoying it so far done some recording on mini disc player and also in a recording studio, felt like i was chuning into my own radio station haha we did an advert for condoms "safedom" i called em that haha so yarr anyway gonna b uber

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[stitch_kiss]

to be honest steph, you can't really complain about them having boyfriends and not seeing you as much when you think about when you went out with austin and you hardly even talked to any of us. ;; shrug ;; just think its unfair that your making them feel guilty for being the happiest they've been. x

[kkidneys]

why dont u keep out of that liz, i wasnt aiming at u so dont stick ur nose in other peoples business, u dont do it when anyone else tries make me feel guilty so why do it to me, i wasnt try and make them feel guilty i was simply expressin how i feel after all this is a diary liz i dont write anything else in it apart from how i am feeling or what iv done etc etc so think about it yea? if i had mentioned then i wud understand u having sumthing to say but i didnt so stop having a go at my journal entries when there nothing to do with you plz thanx x

[stitch_kiss]

i'm the only one who'll say it.

[kkidneys]

nah liz even if they do or dont its for them to say not u like i sed it had nothing to do with u u onyl say it bcoz it will start a fued between me and u this is the onyl time u ever comment on my journals is to have a go id rather u just not talk to me at all if thats the way u want it to be so just leave it out

[x_brokenharts_x]

its not that we're leavin you out its just that with school n stuff we've all been really busy.ive only seen lade once this week that is why im spendin time with him on friday and jen n ciara are comin because he invited themyou sed that you wernt goin to be able to see us whrn you started college and we havnt been able to see you either.its not intentional i promise you.just give us all some time to settle back into the whole school routine and we'll be seein you more.tis a shame that your busty wen we r and we're busy when your free and i know its not right but theres not alot we can do about that really is there?i will see you soon so dont worry.have a good time yourself at this gig.anyone i know playin just out of curiosity?ill try n have a good time on friday.
x

[kkidneys]

hey chicken thank you for understanding, onyl one who has up to now i didnt mean it all in a bad way people see my current attitude to the way iw rite different btu they dont see how i really mean it, only just seen ur comment tonite feel mean for not replyin so i dont no ur current feelings about all this poo on here prob not gud after all alde commented and dale did so jen isnt obviously happy either, tryin myspace IM u but it dont work ill keep tryin, i now have a going out day so we will have to do the booking thing we alls ed we was gonna do haha unless they friend thing has changed dont have a fookin clue haha speak soon xxx

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[bloodysymphony]

nay liz you're not the only one to say it, to be honest steph you can 'piss right off' you bailed everyone (excluding me, 'cos thank god i didnt know you then) for auston then yoiu come back and fucking complain about every single thing, you want everything your own way, even down to little things like which bus stop to go to, thats fucking childish, your on some fucking powertrip to make yourself 'leader' you complain you never get guys, but i have to admit Witches minters party was fucking histerical when you were crying 'cos that guy didnt like you, you always complain you dont get guys but you do shit like that, thats the fucking point in sulking cos you cant get the guy you want. Don't go fucking getting at jen, Shonagh and Ciara 'cos they've found someone cos thats fucking childish, holding them back and making them feel guilaty cos they have a guy and you dont thats bollocks, you should look at yourself and think about how insensitive you really fucking are, i dont care who reads this, cos if i were you id feel pretty fucking

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[str4ngelove]

Damn, Dale didn't just flame, he torched the house DOWN

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[kkidneys]

dont no who u r or dont even care dont involve u so leave it out, stop tryin to get involved when it dont consern u, my diarys intentions were reached or else i wudnt have bothered if u read shonaghs comment who it ACTUALLY involved then hers wasnt as harsh as all urs she sounded understandin and i understand her completely thats a friendship k read what i sed on dales coz that applies to u so later

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[str4ngelove]

I am someone who is of more importance now than you will ever be, you pathetic yorkie.

Have a special day.

[mirror_images87]

Steph grow up, ur bein a total child and bitch!!!!!!!!!!! U think that becuase ur 'friends' have boyfriends that they dont try to see u but in fact they do try, its u bein bitchy about it all. At Milton's u were a complete bastard, draggin Shonagh from me and Ciara from aidy thats bang out of order. Why dont u find new friends and FUCK right off!! U have no right doin that ur so selfish and inconsiderate. Please dont take it the wrong way but ur a insensitive git for wat u've done to ur 'friends'

Lots of Love Lade xx

[kkidneys]

fuck ur lots of love, uv been in shonaghs life for five fuckin minutes iv been in it a lot longer than u have yeah and u r the reason that out friendship is breakin u fucked it up the first time and this second time had nowt to do with u all having boyfriends if u actually made sense of my entry u just read comments not mine and when did i drag shonagh and ciara off of there boyfriends when? coz i wanted a dance bcoz it was my last nite with them oh sorry 5 minutes lade im sorry for wantin to have a gud time with my fuckin friends shut up dont wanna talk to u about it coz u get int he way i shud b tlakin to shonagh not u coz it dont concern u i wasnt even being bitchy i was expressin ym feelings PUBLICLY yes i no whoever that si up there, dont u tell me to get friends or watever how fuckin dare u, this has shit all to do with u, and ok after all this like u sed im not gonna take it the wrong way, u can so why cant i, and yeah as always this is all my fuckin fault coz of wat iv done to my friends yeah ok watever no one listens to me

[x_brokenharts_x]

steph u wer the one who sed htat you didnt want to see us when you started college because you wanted to get your head down and put your career first so we've give you a couple pf weeks to settle into colege and we've had time to setle into school and stuff.ok so we havnt been round or spoke to you in a while but like i sed its been a bit hectic.you remember what it was like before summer dont oyu?we hardly saw you then and yea i do agree it's a shame after we've all become closer but thats the way somethings go.im not wantin to fall out with you but you cant really blame everyone for the stuff that heyve sed.i know some of it was very harsh but when you've put all that in you journal when you know that the people who its about are goin to read ti?that wasnt really fair but thn again like you sed it is a journal and it is there to express your felins.what you sed bout non of us knowin bout how you were feelin with he whole austin situation really hurt me.so thanks alot.i was the first on round there when you old us bout it.u cried on

[kkidneys]

im calm aswell evry1 has just overwhelmed me tonite i dont even feel liek im even valued n ur friendships anymore either, when i sed no one know =s how i felt u dont understand wat i mean by that i do need to tlak to u but i feel evry1 takes my entried out of context always fallin out with me or havina go at me dont forget im a knobhed yeah wen do u ever take ms eriously, yeah takes two to tango blah blah blah wasnt tlakin about that i was standin up for myself coz im not having my best mates boyfriend havin a go at me some stuff i sed was harsh but im not havin all these insignificant people having a go at me, i just feel that u all wanna get onw ithout me and thats how i feel cant help it yeah i had the impressin of my mum n dad lockin me indoors when i started college thats why is ed that to u all but they havent and that upsets me bcoz i feel liek iv lied to u and i havent but u all dotn seemt hat bothered, it upsets me when evry1 brings austin into shit liek this coz i cant explain why and im not prepared to over net thats my