You think someone LOVES you and then they ruin your life altogether!! He's not a good boyfriend but i love him to death so i don't understand!! And when ever i see or here anything about her and him i go into a mad rage and wanna brake down and cy forever ... maybe i should just leave him alone for a while... if you love someone let them go and if ( Read more... )

Latly i am getting really fusterated with myself and i am sick of it!! Umm besides having something that i thought i would have forever disapiar is starting to bruise my heart ~tear~tear~ oh well i guess let it go and move on for now if only it were that easy ... Ummmmmm i guess BOB loves me lol yeah and a few others or so they insist that they do ( Read more... )

SONG THAT IS IN MY MIND IT HAS BEEN FOR ABOUT THE PAST 2 HOURS LOL!! I GUESS IT REMINDS ME OF THE PERFECT NIGHT ( Read more... )

WOW how amazing can 1 person make you feel?? He is so great sometimes i really think that things can be totaly GREAT!!

So yeah this break is starting to suck ass talk about totaly depressing Huh Huh!! Just wehn i think i have everything figured out he has to FUCK with everything and make me cry what a shit head .... well i have to go take a bath hehehe and listen to music and think things out!!

So once again i'm boyfriend liss lol and that was expected by the way things have been going latly i guess ... i geyt my hopes up about everything and i believe that things can last forever but they wount lol I've just decided that my dream guy is definitly playing hide a seek with me and i think i give up ... sometimes i need think i might need a ( Read more... )

Yeah wow what fun today was lol!! I'm being totaly sarcastic to let ya know. Only 1 week left untill Christmas break i am totaly excited about that. I know i am going to have so much fun becuase i am going to be hanging out with everyone over break. Cann't wait until Christmas that should be fun tomorrow is my GAY christmas concert nobody go ( Read more... )

Well i am really bored right now and that isn't saying much ... I just got home a little while ago and that was really interesting ... i almost hit to people but they shouldn't have been walking in the dark in black lol w/e!! I have figured out that right now guys all act the same and i am kind of annoyed by all this ... I just wan aguy that will ( Read more... )

Happy Turkey Day Everybody i think i finially found out what happyness truly is i am so HAPPY!!

Changed sn so i decided i was gonna change this also. Latly i have been a really big mess! Nobody really gets me anymore it's just a really big WOW i kind of feel really alone! It really sucks when you like someone and they don't exactly like you back ya know. I guess i've been having alot of fun latly hahaha if thats what you can call it. ( Read more... )