i have this horrible nagging feeling that because i finally told katie that she was a bitch that i now don't have any friends here in durango. that sucks. sorry for being honest, but it's fucking true. and now in return i just sit here in my room bored doing nothing. getting no phone calls to do stuff. bah. i hate it so much ( Read more... )

could it be? could i have actually found a guy who's good for me? i don't know. but we'll see i guess. but i have a good feeling about this.

**dramatic sigh**

i miss him

i want him

i want him in durango NOW

i want to feel loved

i want to mean the world to him

i want him to hold me like there's no tomorrow.

i don't want to be alone

here's a boring entry. but i feel like i need to catch up. this weekend was just what i needed. chill, laidback and productive. Not sure what I did Saturday day, but yesterday night i went to the closing night of DHS' Loves Labors Lost. It was sooooo funny. Everyone did really well in it and I was rather impressed. I got a little sad during the ( Read more... )

i want my mom and dad to come home. when i have the house to myself i get all paranoid and can't sleep, no matter how hard i try, i just can never get a good nights sleep. it really pisses me off that i do that. it's this wierd complex that i have. i hate being in a house by myself. at both of my houses. one would think that being 19 i wouldn't ( Read more... )

i'm in durango. yay. we got all my shit down thanx to some strategery on steph's part. my parents are gone til saturday. and i feel lonely with my brother. :( but i'm glad to be back. and i gotta get started on the second string show and promotions.

oh man. i am done. it feels great. i am wiped out. i want to dance around and celebrate. in my french test there was a girl who kept figiting with her damn back pack. i was getting way way annoyed. then she got up and left and turned in her test and left, but then came back to turn something into her teacher, and there was a FUCKING FERRET in her ( Read more... )

so here are some reasons why it's a good day and things are looking up ( Read more... )

oh god i am so sick to my stumach. i am sitting here in norlin library about to do my paper, and I check my email and i see that my study abroad advisor had emailed me. She wants me to come into her office and talk to her about this whole Farrand field incident. because "we need to talk about this". FUCK. i have such a bad bad bad feeling about ( Read more... )

I have successful written the intro to my bitch ass research paper. I know that two pages out of a total of 12 pages isn't that great, but hey fuck you, for me it is....and i feel like I now have a good starting point. Tomorrow I shall write three pages about my first arguement and then the next night will be another three pages about my second ( Read more... )

damn....i just got a lovely wall post from Mike Reed and it was about the Farrand Field website......jesus.............how the hell did he find out about that