Tonight Shane and I went out for a bit of a walk and a coffee. It was great to see him again. He understood that I have a boyfriend and I understand he has a girlfriend. We just very innocently discussed topics ranging from music to strange erotic dreams. It was great to be so open with someone. I also realized I yearned for this with Adam. I was ( Read more... )

This really has been an amazing week for the most part. Shitty things did happen but the highs were very high. Mostly because two great friends have trusted me with some very weighty information about their personal lives. I can't thank them enough for that. One of them didn't tell me they were gay because they thought the information would be a ( Read more... )

Just got back from an in car driving lesson with the instructor that hit me ...repeatedly...for not doing hand over hand. I was kind of nervous about since I kind of forgot about our last lesson and thought she'd be pissed. What happened was I called the place to confirm a lesson, only to be told I already missed it. I felt like a total ass. But to ( Read more... )

I spent about $50 bucks getting my hair and make-up done so I could take a nice picture to send to York University for my theatre audition. I sent away $40 for their processing fee...and now it all seems like a waste since I really don't want to go. For the longest time I thought it was just an interview...but a monologue must be ready and I don't ( Read more... )

My friend Paul told me he is gay. He was rather nervous about it all, which I actually found humourous considering he knows I am at least somewhat bisexual. We discovered together how amazing honesty truly is, and how good it feels to know that you aren't alone. I was very touched that he told me since practically no one else knows. It felt good to ( Read more... )