Today has been fun. Consisted of Jesus and videogames, making Jade stay in Connecticut, hanging out with Rob for the first time in eons, going shopping at Target, eating at Dragon Buffet (mega-reminiscing), diner, sleeping on the floor of the bookstore (no lie), being awaken by the RA's kicking us off campus. I moved into my new room, it's freakin ( Read more... )

A bunch of us went out for breakfast today at the Quaker Diner (Meghann, Jade, Alice, Steph and this dude Adam). And this bunch of us are people who will be living on campus and taking classes from January 3rd through the 23rd. Winterterm is gonna be fucking fantastic. Alice & Steph proposed that we shall have Winterterm Olympics and run around the ( Read more... )

I got to the point of drunked-ness where I CRY, tonight. Cry for an unexplainable reason. Maybe for my subconcious state of depression. OR maybe my state of depression that I manage to hide sooooo well! I cried in front of everyone. It was really embarrasing. Even he was there and I don't think he knew how to handle it, along with everyone else. ( Read more... )

If this campus, this room, these people, these times and these moments dissappeared into oblivion with the snap of a finger at this precise moment, I don't know what I'd do. I feel like I'd be left with nothing. Home is not anywhere but here right now.

That's kind of a depressing thought.


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Tonight, he managed to corner me and ask me what was up when I least expected it -- just at the moment where I was about to leave the shindig, practically right through the door, with my head to the ground, because I couldn't get his attention for a second to say Hello for a whole hour. I say he cornered me like I wasn't willing to be cornered, but ( Read more... )

I still feel like I'm losing my head ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in the library at 8:46 AM, resentful for needing my basic human need of sleep, sleep and more sleep. I woke up approxiametly 20 minutes ago, 26 minutes late for an exam I had in Statistics, and as I was rushing over to my class to go take this exam (THAT IS OH SO IMPORTANT, because I had already missed one about a month ago, due to ( Read more... )

It's 6 AM! For once this semester, I forced in bed at a decent hour (1:30 AM), so I could wake up with a decent amount of sleep for my 8 AM class. Come 4 AM, I awake for no reason, and am not able to fall back asleep. Deciding to just STAY UP! I figured it'd be best to do something useful, like read for school... and then I realize that the black ( Read more... )

Aghh, it's just about nine in the morning, and I haven't slept yet. Well, technically, if you wanna count the nap I took around 10:30 PM to avoid going crazy from cabin fever, I have slept, but that's probably not merely enough for me to be okay in a few hours. I'm sure the sunlight will burn my eyes ( Read more... )

Tuesday, November 1st, 2005 at approxiametly 5:30 AM. First nervous breakdown of the school year. Anxiety strikes me hard. I need better time management and support. I'm going to sleep, even though I'm supposed to be in class in an hour or so. Call me weak. I say my mind is just very unorganized at the present moment. Very.