was uspet walkin into church today. just there by myself with three other families. then slowly the families started to trickle in. but there i sat upset at god thinkin why am i here. where was u as i got rpaed as a kid. where was u as i shouted and screamed at the top of my longs for help. where was u at? then my heart to start to simmer down thinkin well hope that one day the question is answered. but till then i will seek out the truth about livin and what it really means to be alive. make people think about what life is. that true love is and thier purpose in life. myne is meaninless cause i have been cursed as bein week. but have had the chance to tell my story to the toughest guys in my eyes and have them get teary eyed. tough guys bound my muscles. but my 5'3 and 153lbs is just as about manly as any other dude on the face of this earth. by the way tired of being judge by others. tired of it so what i have to say here only god can judge me. just like tupac once said and sang. cause that is the honest truth.
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Re: south texas...
anonymous
February 1 2005, 03:53:19 UTC
2:39 AM 1/31/2005 missin south texas and thinkin how i will be gettin back there here soon. in a couple of months it is going to be my younger sisters quincenera. have to be there cause most of the family is going to be there. now i am waitin to go cause i really need to be there for my younger sister and think that i have missed most special occasions. know that is myght not be fair to my other sister. cause i did not go or send much for here when it was her birthday. but when and while i am down there i will make it up to both. and will take the chance to meet up with people that i have been wantin to chat with. people from my past that have made me who i am. plus think that i will be wantin to go see my homegroup. cause they are the people that i seen last. before i left they are the last people i told that i was going back to the army other than my family and friends. but yep i am here and hope that my sister is thinkin much better things about me. other than i am a stupid dumb drunk. but if she still thinks i am a stupid and dumb
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