but if u are like most soldiers. u are going to go out and try to get cable. u are going to get a phone line. u are going to get dvds,clothes, and fast food. u are going to spend on things that u do not need. but hey that is all in the life of a person that has everythin laid out for them. there was a tyme that i felt that i had all the money in the world to blow. but know that i have to be very carefull where i spend it. know that i need to chill on my spendin. but i have been tryin to impress people with some of the things i do for them. but think that i will have to chill on that. i am not made of money and neither is my family. and hope that people are able to like me for who i am and not how much i spend on petty things. and hope some people myght learn a bit from me. cause i have bee ntold that i am pretty smart and have a serious side. but hey for u to cut deep enought and reach that side u have to be willin to listen to a guy like me. cause some of the shyt that i myght say will cut u deep. will make u feel like u ain't shyt.
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but now my writtin and family are at the top of that list. would like to help other alkoholics. would like to help those that have helped me out. for one think that most of the people that did help were very sincere about helpin me out. cause back in the day we did not have much in out house. i had to walk down filmore to the corner store and get some ice for the ice chest. cause we did not have any frigde. but guess those tyme are done. now we have them days where i have to watch how i spend money and try to buy a home for my mother and siblins. cause things are kinda ruff and i promised my mother that i was when i was 9yrs old. so now i have to keep my word. cause then i will be one with the trust of my mother. so u know that is why i don't have a girl. my mother voice cracks when i tell her i still have to do one last thing befroe i get myself a wife. cause that is what i will wait for. that the house is paid for and i'm free to go where i please and buy myself a house. even though i have my eyes set on buyin a house in mexico. and
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