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[klastorrs07]

i'm not sure what i'm doing any more. everything seems to be outta my control. i think i lost the one person i actually cared about. im not sure he knows how i think or feel. i have a hard time telling people how i feel or what i think, i get mad b/c i guess i just expect them to kno. i don't like it when people tell me what to do. i like

Comments

[xoashleyxo_89]

i kno u feel shitty bout u n ian n the whole break thingy
but im reely glad that u were balsy enough to do it
i kno u regret it alot but u didnt kno wat else better to do
it was ur 1st feelin so u stuck with it
im glad u r openin up a lil bit cuz its good
=]
so if u reely dont like this break thingy cuz it sounded like u didnt
then dont be shy n talk to him
n when u do once again tell me how it goes lol
im gunna miss u when u go to michigan =[
we need to do sumthin soon!
i love u!
♥
ashleyness

[klastorrs07]

well he doesn't even care...im sure i didn't mean that much to him. im just so mad that hes mad. i don't even kno what to do any more because i guess i just want him to care, i feel so dang horriable. i don't kno what im going to do cus we went out for a long time and i don't remember what its like to be single again. i hate being sad i just want to be my happy self again...

[xoashleyxo_89]

im sry
i want u to be happy again to
if he doesnt care that u feel this way
then i dont think he deserves ur time.
ur to good for that shit...
ilu
♥
p.s. hogan says screw him... but not that way lol

[rachh14]

Hey Kayla! I miss you sooooo much! I just wanted to let you know that what you are feeling is normal. I know that when you're going through it, it may seem like it's not, and it took me a long time to truly figure that out. I'm really sorry about everything. I promise you though, things will get better, they have a way of working out. It may take some time, but I'm positive you'll get through it. You're such a strong person, and if you anybody can do it, it would be you that can! I really hopes things start getting better soon, because you don't deserve pain. I love you tons gurly and I can't wait to see you!

[klastorrs07]

thanks rach. you always know what to say! lol I hope this crappy feeling goes away. I'm sure it will! I can't wait to c ya either!! miss ya!

[hotpiink101]

kayla what happened ? i hope everythings gonna be alright! ttyl vivienne

[erine69]

KAYLA!! omg gurl i hvnt talked to u in like FOREVER!! what u need to do is to.... COME HOME TO MICHIGAN!!! i miss u tons and tons!!we all miss u soo much!!i wish i could make u feel better!!! I <3 u, erin

[klastorrs07]

ERIN!! omg yeah i know what i really need is to go back and be with my girls again! lol GOSH i know right now i would be with a whole buch of u eating ice cream and crying about everything and then u would do something funny to make me laugh! lol!! I can't wait till i see ya! miss ya!!

[marymurphy]

Hey Kayla!!! Awww... i am soo sorry you feel this way! ANd that you and Ian broke up! I dont know what happened but whateve rdid happen I am sure you did the right thing! I love you and i cant wait for you to come up this summer... it is only like a month away! That is exciting! You will have a great time up here in Michigan! Well... I love you and miss you lotz!!! Oh yeah... I can't get my e-mials because I am stupid and forgot my password for my e-maila nd dont know how to get it! Yeah I know.. im a ditz! haha! I got my hair cut on thursday and it is really short and my cartilege peirced!!! YES! My mom let me! I was soo excited! Well, I got to go.. I love you and misss you and cant wait until you come up!!

<3!* MaRy!