I hate how people make a big deal about decisions I make.  
Why do they care so much? 
I am who I am, sorry if you don't like it.
Why do they try to make me second guess myself?  
Well, I won't.  
And I refuse to feel bad when I made the right choice...
PERIOD

Maybe most of all I hate people who act like they care
When they don't
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Soo..shit happens too bad it didn't 
things are ok,
but could be so much better
I try to have fun and make the best out of most things,
but I cant help but think I could have been more fun
or been more ohh...enthusastic? 
Sometimes I'm just not in the mood for anything
and I get really calm and just blah
kinda weird for me..
anyway, things change and so do ( Read more... )

bored. bored. bored.
plain strawberry poptarts suck
theres too many clouds
& im still tired..
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BUT!

theres no school..
yesss

this week has pretty much been nothing but mistakes for me ( Read more... )

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things i miss

being able to talk to my dad like i used to 
muskegon of course
all my friends there
my grandma..
how i used to be so involved at church...
now sometimes i dred going
my family up north
the way my grandparents were when i was little
being little...
i think i miss being little the most
things were sooooo much easier..
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soo these are the kool people..


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so i dont update..lol i use my xanga more ( Read more... )

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