Things, nobody wants to hear about
because there in a bad english and rather senseless...
First to say:
All of them ar really amazing!
Amazing Artwork, amazing artists, amazing guests.
I cant wait to hold it in my hands and read it.
Second thing:
To see such good things all ways kicked my in depressions... and today... really deep depressions.
Why?
Don't know, well...
Maybe I want to relies whit such a amazing team too?
But who wouldn't want that?
I have my own artists and my own KuroFay-Doji-Projekt.
There no pros (I not too) but I'm happy to have them in my team. Apart from that one ore two of them are a bit... slow
Okay, stop this. I want.
But I can't . And I know this. so... other reasons?
Because I'm not really self-confident?
Don't think its bad to be a little critical whit my own work... but I overdone it... more then a little. Any people from my F-List can tell.
Or maybe I'm jealous?
...
No. I hope so. Don't think so bad about my, please.
Third thing:
Its the first depression-mood, where I don't want to break whit my hobby: drawing.
Its nearly a year after I hit my copics out of my window... it get better, aren't it?
Today I can sit in front of my photo shop and do a little scribble. Not the best, but... better then destroy my pencils, right?
So... I stop there...
Sorry for getting on our nerves whit such a depressive shit.
And thank you thousand times for reading this to the end.
I feel a little bit better now
First to say:
All of them ar really amazing!
Amazing Artwork, amazing artists, amazing guests.
I cant wait to hold it in my hands and read it.
Second thing:
To see such good things all ways kicked my in depressions... and today... really deep depressions.
Why?
Don't know, well...
Maybe I want to relies whit such a amazing team too?
But who wouldn't want that?
I have my own artists and my own KuroFay-Doji-Projekt.
There no pros (I not too) but I'm happy to have them in my team. Apart from that one ore two of them are a bit... slow
Okay, stop this. I want.
But I can't . And I know this. so... other reasons?
Because I'm not really self-confident?
Don't think its bad to be a little critical whit my own work... but I overdone it... more then a little. Any people from my F-List can tell.
Or maybe I'm jealous?
...
No. I hope so. Don't think so bad about my, please.
Third thing:
Its the first depression-mood, where I don't want to break whit my hobby: drawing.
Its nearly a year after I hit my copics out of my window... it get better, aren't it?
Today I can sit in front of my photo shop and do a little scribble. Not the best, but... better then destroy my pencils, right?
So... I stop there...
Sorry for getting on our nerves whit such a depressive shit.
And thank you thousand times for reading this to the end.
I feel a little bit better now