i was reading some of my friends livejournals....
and god they're all so exciting and dramatic and depressing and....
the way they talk about things makes it all sound so passionate and dark and intriguing.

i never have anything exciting to say ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i hate it. this sucks.

suburban decay. the word keeps running through my head ( Read more... )

hmmm well ( Read more... )

i miss kari. alot ( Read more... )

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ( Read more... )

drama drama drama dramadramadramadramaaaaaaaa ( Read more... )

so its now 7 in the morning ( Read more... )

im thinking about leaving.

i dont want too, but i dont feel right here. anywhere. with myself.

i dont see any other option. i've kinda just stopped looking for a job...stopped doing everything pretty much. i hate feeling this apathetic. yea im used to it to some extent.....but i dunno, i dont even care about myself anymore...and thats when one ( Read more... )

blaahhh i hate being back home ( Read more... )

i think i've gotten to the point today were im so tired that it dosnt even matter and im super awake....if that makes sense!

like coming through a tunnel and it seems pretty dark and bad on the inside but then when you come out the other side, ya feel great.okay that was a fucking terrible analogy ( Read more... )