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klhart

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Mar 18, 2005 13:45

why, if i supposedly have this great maternal instinct, is having kids the last thing i ever really want to do ( Read more... )

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dangerousp March 18 2005, 11:27:21 UTC

I can't imagine what it feels like to have been relied on so heavily as a young child and now to base all the adgada and bad moods about kids and puppies on that. There is real deep scaring there about kids and responsibility. I wonder how to help sometimes.

klhart March 18 2005, 18:54:38 UTC

i can't say what would help, though its not something that is debilitating. the only thing i do know is what won't help, to insist that i certainly don't know what i'm talking about at such a young age and that having kids is not all that bad. i know that its not ALL bad, but its a constant responsibility. kids are generally terrible more of the time than they're cute. it makes your decisions for you since the wellbeing of your kids becomes the goal of your life. i spent my childhood being a parent and now i want to be a kid. i guess that's what's going on. i'm fucking sick and fucking tired of being mired in responsibility for things other than pertain directly to myself. and being here all alone with the puppies is dredging up memories of having to babysit every waking moment of my life. it sucked then and it sucks hard core now. not even my mother's expressions of thanks can ease my utter dislike of being responsible for my families' pets.

sooperglu March 18 2005, 13:27:15 UTC

Hey dude....are you coming to visit us folks in s'port anytime soon??
Inquiring minds want to know!

fer shizzle! klhart March 18 2005, 18:46:00 UTC

i'm coming in on the 30th and i'll be in town till the 4th.
woop woop!
hart,
moi*

Re: fer shizzle! tofupapoose March 18 2005, 19:57:16 UTC

whaaa? yay! there needs to be a party or gathering of some sort because it's KATIE HOWELL!!!

Re: fer shizzle! klhart March 20 2005, 04:55:51 UTC

my only request it that some sort of something go down at the tacomania. i miss the guacamole salsa like a mutha'!
and any other form of dance party will most definately recieve my stamp of approval. oh! and we got this wonderful awful dance video at work and i snapped it up in a quick like fashion. so, i should have at least a few new moves mastered by the 30th.
and thank you for your warming vote of excitement
:)

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