is it really only indecision?

[klhart]

as the show i've been supposedly prepping for fast approaches, i find myself with four (maybe five) pieces that are still in the nascent stages. what the fuck, self

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[mrmumbles]

Want to scream?

Grab a pillow. Let loose.

:O)

whoa!

[klhart]

great hair, my friend.

[dangerousp]

How did you react inwardly when I was going through the same thing. It was not all about my job. I thought that taking a break from Football and having more time would do it. It did not. It has to do with the cyclic nature of creation. Things grow and in time there is a period of stagnation and death. Recently I have been manic. On my toes, four hours of sleep a night. up early even on weekends. Art flowing from the pores. You have to grab it while it's grabable and when it is not forget it. Read, masturbate, talk to friends and see a movie. and have an experience or two with your bro. at a rock and roll show. Actually Adelaide will be in Asheville tomorrow you should take him.

Speaking of THE RYAN

[anonymous]

The Ryan is about to get a big sack o' fun in the mail, with more to follow. I sent him FruityLoops and Acid Pro 3, if the samples disks are too scratched up for him to get any use from, I'll get him some new ones

i do care

[klhart]

its not everyday that a man so old and grand begins to pass away. who is now left to crash into your parents' garage? and i feel bad for his lady friend. and for you if you're saddened by it. i've found the pain of losing a grandparent to be a slowly smoldering one. i almost cried while i was waiting to get a gas pump this afternoon simply because i thought about how gulity i feel for not having called my gramma more before she died.

[skipgo]

for the record, it's now merely days away, and i still have only one, count them, one, piece i'm willing to use. And today being my first day off in weeks, did i paint? no. I've spent the whole day shopping. Fuck.