So here I am, sitting in my room... thinking about how quickly this summer has flown. It seems just like yesterday I was kissing Salem High good bye. I leave for college in three days... and I'm not going to lie, there is a part of me that is scared. Its not being on my own, it's not getting lost... it's not knowing what will come out of these four ( Read more... )

It's so nice that Julie feels like she has no regrets.... I wish I could say the same. I do, I definately do. If I could go back and change things... I would. I have so much baggage behind me that I wish that I didn't. I don't like myself... I don't like the person that I am. I use to... I did, just not anymore. Things change, and it's amazing just ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm pretty creeped out that everyone else is already back to school. It feels so weird. I guess it's all hitting me now. I feel bad for those still at Salem High School... blah. The whole lunch thing everyone is talkin about is the DUMBEST thing I've ever heard of. I can tell you that in four years I probably ate a total of 3 school ( Read more... )

So here it is, 11:41 pm Monday night and I'm once again finishing up some packing. I'm exausted, really really exausted. I feel like I just got home, but here we go again. I'm leaving for cheer camp. I stay in Bloomington Tuesday and Wednesday night... then I'm off to Chicago for camp Thursday thru Sunday. This should be interesting. I've had a ( Read more... )

WOW, what a summer it's been. Obviously I haven't been home much at all or else I would have wrote in here more. I just haven't had the opportunity. I really haven't had time to do much of anything but CHEER. YAH! Haha... as most of you already know I've been working constantly. I've had a really good time though. The only thing I hate is always ( Read more... )

WOW, what a weekend. Quite interesting. Good things, bad things... you know how it goes. Friday was absolutely the most boring day of my life. The daytime was okay, Julie had spent the night and we laid out in the pool all day. Relaxing, nice not having to work. And... tanning of course. But then something VERY tragic happened. Sache, my dog, aka ( Read more... )

Okay, so after reading Spaulding's entry my mind is in a boggle. I started to think about where I was a year ago. It really is funny how things change, and I never thought about it until she brought it to my attention. A year ago, I was moving out of my home because someone got lucky and won the lottery, I wasn't on speaking terms with my mom, I ( Read more... )

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God! Everything is going wonderful. Except for a few things... I am upset about one thing, a friend. I love her to death... seriously... she is absolutely one of my best friends, always has been and always will be. She thinks that I'm not wanting to hang out with her anymore... not true, SWEAR. I have been gone, honestly... GONE. And I haven't seen ( Read more... )

So I'm finally home from Illinois. It was a pretty fun trip (except the 9 hour ride there... AHH... tanker flipped and closed part of the interstate... talk about a delay). I'm really excited about working for NCA. It seems like it's going to be fun. I met so many new people that seem amazing and I can't wait to get to know them this summer. I miss ( Read more... )