today sucks.and im starting to question everything about myself and my past friendships and all these things that i never wanted to think about.

i hope this weekend gets better!

so life is pretty good right now.and i have cool friends!and i had a fun weekend!thats all u need to know.\

p.s. sorry i havent been in touch with u guys!!!!!i still love u!and i wrote j0oanna, ada, and sammy back !finally!!!!woot!anyways ill try to call sometime this week!cus i miss u guys!

jdfhasldfgashdf guess what i did today????ill gove u a hint, it was amazing!!!!!hahahaa!anyways im not gonna say it on here but ill will u if u ask!oh mna im so out of it ( Read more... )

aghhhh i have a project due tomorrow and i dont wanna do it.so i decided i would update my lj since i havent updated in awhile.today was a pretty good day.i was really out of it tho cus i was on cough medicine and it was crazy.haha.i didnt even drink that much medicine.i drank...like a little more than 2 teaspoons i think.i didnt measure it but i ( Read more... )

motherfucker.i hate life.

this weekend is gonna suck. and so will today.and so will tomorrow.but hopefully im wrong!

i never noticed how awkward i can be until today. today consisted of lots of awkrd moments and giggles.i suck at conversations.but yeah my new friends are pretty cool. they attach to people easily so its great. i forgot how good it feels when someone saves u a seat or tells u to sit by them!!it made my day!haha ( Read more... )

i seem to always chickne out of things even tho im pretty sure that i wont completely fail in the end!lkike friends for instance!i keep talking to people but i always chicken out when it comes time to ask to hang out with them or something.i always feel so selfconcious and i sart doubting myself.i need to stop doing that!!!!!!anyways i had a pretty ( Read more... )

i finally feel like i can take control of my life and do what i want!so im gonna get a job!!!but im not sure where yet!my mom wants me to work at HEB!haha...oh wait u guys wont really get that cus u dont have an HEB in memphis.well its kind of like target i guess....not its not funny.dang it ( Read more... )

talking to cheryl on the phone + kill bill vol.1= time of my life!!!!

so since i have no freidns to hang out with, ive made a new tradition on fridays!!and its exctitng!!but i won tell u what it is.cus its me and cheyrl's secret!hahaha....actually it doesnt matter.and it doesnt have anything to do tiwh cheryl but...yeah.

anyways i love you!so now u ( Read more... )

grr i couldnt put pictures on here!!!but ill so it later i swear!

so yeah mexico was amazing!!!even though we were only there for like one and a half days!but it was so much fun and i got to see some of my aunts and uncles and cousins!it was great!and i got to eat all this food that i hadnt eaten in like 5 years so i was happy!oh yeah they have ( Read more... )