I'm feeling pretty damn worthless right now. I feel like I'm not wanted anywhere and where I'm at I don't want to be. I have no direction, I have no place of my own and my heart is broken.
Thanks for your concern sweetie. Things are a little better now, but still kinda crappy. I just had a terribly horrible no good very bad day and Alexander (I hope you catch the reference) and I are moving to Austrailia (maybe we'll even let Kris come). I just really felt shoved to the curb today by my own mother and took much more offense to it than I'm sure she meant. Add that to all the medical crap I'm going through (did some reaserch after I left the bar...it's not pretty), generally being female, and Xander deciding today was the day he was going to hit the terribly toddlerhood time of his life and I just wanted to crawl under a rock and hide for the next 20 years. Oh and don't forget the fact that I'm just NOW finally getting back on my antidepressants, which I had been off of for almost a month and so I'm super dehydrated, queasy and it's gonna take another week and a half before they really start to show any signs of helping me. Yep...crappy day. Nothing more, but I felt bad and I had nowhere to vent so off to LJ I went
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