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[klutziness]

Losing my brother felt as if someone cut a piece of me off. I don’t know what I’ll do now that I’ve lost Ed and Riku, too.

I’ve already gone crazy once. I know what my limits are. If my face cries, my heart will start to cry too, so I’ve gotta smile. Right? Because pain is underrated as a tool of motivation.

But that’s hard to do when you’ve given

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[gardios_jewel]

I guess it's a stupid question to ask, but; Are you all right...?

[klutziness]

No, it's a sweet question to ask.

But... no, I'm not alright.

[gardios_jewel]

You don't have to tell me what happened or anything, I know I'm a stranger...

But; anything I can do to help keep your mind of of it? You're in the Engineering department too, aren't you?

[klutziness]

Whether or not you're a stranger doesn't really matter to me. I like to meet new people.

I.. don't know. It's new for me, pain like this. I've never felt anything like it before. And yea, I am.

[solus_viscus]

Life is hardly ever fair; I found that out a long time ago. But we've all got to learn to move on, right?

[klutziness]

I guess. But moving on is sorta.. hard. I had so much staked on those two.

[solus_viscus]

Yeah, I understand. It's hard for me too. I mean, sure I'm used to Riku just disappearing, but I actually thought he would be around for awhile.

[klutziness]

We'll be alright, right? I know the feeling. It's just... empty without him and Ed.

[machinanulgcdyn]

E tuh'd nalymm ouin umt syh ajan dammehk ic meva ec vyen.

Dra bycd ec dra bycd, Rikku. Nasaspan dryd. Zicd sasuneac. Kuut un pyt.

Oui ghuf frana du veht sa.

[ooc; He's Gippal, of course he managed to hack that. And... wow, isn't he good at the kind words of advice...]

[klutziness]

Ed'c hela du tnays, druikr.

Oay. Sasuneac, nekrd.

E'mm caa oui duhekrd.

(OOC; She tried, at least. And yes, he's oh-so comforting.)

[machinanulgcdyn]

O'ymfyoc kuhhy gaab ouin rayt eh dra lmuitc?

Ed'c aycean dryd fyo.

E'mm gaab dra tuun ihmulgat.

[ooc; He's trying to be, but at the same time, he's trying to be all 'I know you're stronger than this, suck it up.']

[klutziness]

Ed'c y kuut fyo du tecdnyld socamv cusadesac. Yht pacetac, ed'c iciymmo bnaddo vih.

... Oui'na nekrd.

E't belg ed ev ed fych'd.

(OOC; Gawd, that'd probably work, too. But the comforting is kinda awesome~)

[mistedeyez]

You know, they tell us life isn't fair and it isn't until a heart stabbing moment until we finally realize that they weren't kidding.

I don't know what happened but I'm not going to tell you to get over it. That's not fair to anyone especially when they're down and out but what I will tell you is that you have to be strong through it and continue on.

[klutziness]

I didn't expect that moment to be so... stabbity.

You're the strong one, Dr. P. I'm... not. Not like this.

[mistedeyez]

I didn't expect any of my moments to be painful and trust me it was painful both physically and mentally, but thats a tell for another day.

It doesn't take much to be strong Rikku, but if you let this beat you, think of how disappointed they'll be?

[klutziness]

A better day, maybe.

Yea... they would be pretty let down, I guess. I'll try to be better. Promise.