I got my hair cut.  I don't know if I like it or not?  I'm always like that though.  I want change, but then when I have it, I dunno if I really like it or not.  Blah.  I mean, it is only hair, and it will grow back, but you have to like it though.  Only time will tell.  It's pretty much the same length, like in the back, but on top and in front it ( Read more... )

So, I get to go to Myasha's formal with her.  I am soooo excited!  I had to do a little switching at work, but it's final.  I LOVE dressing up and lookin' all cute, so this is just the opportunity of a lifetime to do that.  Well, not a LIFETIME, but since I dont' go to school anymore, a very good one.  I'm also getting my hair cut today... not sure ( Read more... )

I’m tired of:

*being fat

*being ugly

*life

*being talked about

*work

*friends not being friends

*my car

*my parents always nagging me

*being unaccepted

*only being wanted for sex

*only being “just a friend”

*being alone

So I’m gonna quit:

-eating

-drinking

-watching tv

-being on the internet

-talking on the phone

-everything

See how long ( Read more... )

thanks to Justin for making me feel like SHIT tonight!!  You always know exactally what to say to bring me down...

my work is trying to kill me... or atleast get me so run down that I get sick and am off for a few days.

I've been working since 2 wednesdays ago... my next day off isn't until friday... (yes, that is 15 days in a row!!!)  I was supposed to be off at 10:30 last night, but there was a call off, so I had to stay til 2:30am... I am supposed to work at ( Read more... )

Ryan Thomas Schiller

03/01/1983-03/25/2004

If I can’t get you out of my head,

Maybe you are supposed to be there?

Three years together; now just a blur.

One year ago my heart was broken…

Life seemed to stop, in an instant.

An ex, a lover, and a friend;

All taken away by ones stupidity…

And ones misjudgment of a situation.

Why so young? Why you?

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So I'm glad to see, from my previous entry, that I only have ONE friend... Thanks Jon!! 

This is a test to see how many people in your friends list actually pay attention to you. Copy and repost in your own bulletin... Lets see who the true friends are!
Add your name to the list if you are a friend.........

So I'm working 15 days in a row... how crazy am I?  I know, VERY.  But I need the money... gotta do whatcha gotta do.  I started work on Thursday... and my next day off isn't until April 1st.  Alteast I'm working and not making my money other ways... that could be bad.

I am going to California Dec. 21-27... I cannot wait.  I already have off from ( Read more... )

Yeah... I borrowed this and changed some words... but I liked it and it tells how I am feeling about a few ppl right now.

You aren't the friend that I once knew,
The one who made me feel better when I was blue...

You aren't the friend that I once had,
The one who cheered me up when I felt bad...

You aren't the friend that once made me happy,
The one ( Read more... )