well its been awhile since i said something in here ( Read more... )

TUESDAY- go over to kristies to work on english paper. brandon calls say that him and ben are coming over. they come over, we hang out. kristie and i leave for a bit cause we have something to do at the school. they leave to go to BK, ben tells brandon that he likes me. they come back than we come back about 10 mins later. we go back down ( Read more... )

i seem to have a problem at the moment, and i cant get it out of my mind so im going to tell about it in here weather or not she sees it ( Read more... )

there really isnt that much that i want to say. nothing really that exciting has happend. gary IMed me saying that Karen dumped him, he was kinda drunk. really couldnt help him out at all, i would have just bit his head off. a while back i told him so that this would happen. and he new that there wasnt anythink good that i could do, but i ( Read more... )

welcome to loserville ( Read more... )

going to be going to the docters this week. my parents and i think theres something wrong with me. i forget what its called, but its where you dont have enough red blood cells. so im going to get a blood test and find out. im kinda scared out about this. my head aches have been comeing more offten, and last longer. i now have to take ( Read more... )

ok well today wasnt all that exsiting. stayed home all day and slept. i dont know why, but i seem to be always tired. during school, i fall asleep in almost all my classes. in wood shop, im making this box thing (dont rememebr whats it called) but anyways, its really pissing me off. when i first started the class, it was great, now its just ( Read more... )

i need a life. nothing ever exciting goes on. im broke, my friends are broke, i dont have a car, and my friends dont have a car. there lazy, i try not to be lazy. ill i want to do, is go out and see a fucking movie!!! but no!!! this sucks.... if you can do something give eme a call and invite me, i need to get out of this house and away from ( Read more... )

yeah, had a odd day. was spacing out all day, didnt here a thing the teachers were saying... but than again i never do. i was in a really bitchy mood today, but than i wasnt. i was bitting everyones head off, but i was all smiley today. i dont know, it was just odd. i had a mountin dew today, and it hert me, had cramps all day (yes i know, not ( Read more... )

i hate ppl, i hate it where i live. all i want is to leave here, and find somewhere where there are no problems, there is no worries, and pain. i want to be by my self.... hes not the only one thats in pain. iv had 4 ppl that i love die on me within the past 2 years. i have a best friend that is in so much pain, and is so confused that she ( Read more... )