can I get a FUCK YOU

[kmizzle]

Manipulative bastard. You use love as a defense mechanism for self fulfillment. You have no idea what the word really means at all. I wonder what it is you feel when you claim to feel love. I know that I loved you and that part of me always will and that is why it is so hard for me to turn away. But time and again you prove to me that the only

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[aquarian081]

Man,not cool. Mike tried to pull the it's your fault shit on me. I'm like what the hell are you smoking,are you kidding? it's you!!! You're the fucking liar! So,Boys are just crazy. But, hold onto Jon. he sounds amazing.

no kidding

[kmizzle]

Yeah Scott was really going for broke on that one he really made me feel like shit but as he continued to say all this fucked up stuff I just realized more and more how much of it was bullshit. I mean not that I am perfect by any means but I know I went out of my way for him for a year and a half. I know that I always put him before myself and he could never seem to do that even in his time of "selflessness". I really wanted to be able to be friends with him one day but now its just getting harder and harder to really see that happening. It seems like he really wants to hate me more than anything in the world so I guess that is just what I have to let him do. And in a fucked up way that hurts my feelings even more that he wants to hate me so much because I feel like I deserve so much more than that and better. I feel like I deserve some fucking respect but it has become clear that if I wait to get it I will be waiting for the rest of my life and then some. So I guess both of us are better off. We are strong women and deserve