Comments | kmk621: On a scale of 1 - 10, the suck level of my life right now is about an 11

kmk621

On a scale of 1 - 10, the suck level of my life right now is about an 11

Sep 17, 2006 21:48

So I may have finally met a guy who has balls. This guy and I have been sort of in this weird flirty, friendly, maybe more-than-friendly kind of relationship for a couple of months. So finally last night he brings up the issue we've both been dancing around & we had "the talk". The talk didn't go quite like I had hoped in my head, but despite ( Read more... )

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walkwithmenow September 18 2006, 18:45:02 UTC

:(

<3

kmk621 September 19 2006, 02:58:53 UTC

wow...thanks

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hmmm...I see your point...I guess... kmk621 September 19 2006, 23:11:43 UTC

Still - don't try to make me feel better by saying things that will actually just piss me off more. I'm strong. I can take it. I rarely breakdown and cry in front of the people who are actually the cause of the tears. And, while I'm not rejected often (yeah, I know that sounds arrogant), he's not the first to do so, and I'm sure he won't be the last. Though it would be nice if he were ;) But I know he's just trying to make it easier. And trying to spare my feelings. And trying to salvage the friendship and not make things weird between us. And trying to be a good guy. But right now I'm just angry.

As for the chicken & the egg - life is very similiar to that at this point. I can't find balance.

anonymous September 20 2006, 18:03:35 UTC

Ah, balls. What a double edged sword.

I'm sorry....rejection does suck. It makes you feel like crap about yourself and there's really nothing to do but suck it up and hope to get over it with time.

Hopefully the work stress will pass...hang out with your awesome friends who love you! Ain't no fixes but time, I'm afraid.

Oh, this is Jenn by the way :)