What happened:
I didn't sing, but we talked. She's still trying to shut me out.

Ann: I'm determined
Toreador: So am I

Oh and I busted the drainage pipe.

All in all eventful. Let's just say, these are points scored.

Well she had a bit of troubles today, but in contrast to normal, she admitted it and we did talk a very tiny bit about it... baby-steps

Talked to her yesterday evening and night.

It was so sweet. I'm still glowing on the inside. I feel like a firefly. I love you Ann... I love you so damn much.

I have the feeling this will end alright. Not gonna analyse it again, but my gut says, she loves me and seeks my vicinity. Baby-steps, but in the right direction.

Kizzy is gonna try and find out, which window's hers. :)

Talked to Evy Princen... I'm gonna do the serenade. She'll be my witness. :D ( Read more... )

Just took a look at our coversation from two days ago. This puzzles me. analysing it. I think there are 3 possibilities, for saying something like this ( Read more... )

As often... you have me pegged correctly. Yes, it is protecting myself partly. Although, I don't believe that you can protect yourself from what you feel, not really. What you can do is make sure that those emotions stay private, as in not wanting to see my selfrespect go down the drain ( Read more... )

After a few weeks of comparing on facebook... this is where I stand among my friends ( Read more... )

Saw Donata today, we were on the train together.

She's pretty much ok, think it was a bit hard on the both of us... but she's picking up her life and living on. I'm happy for her and proud. Good luck gipsy girl.

Sometimes I just feel a bit depressed... today is one of those days.