Will it ever stop?

Feb 09, 2011 14:50

I volunteered at Kayla's school yesterday because she had been wanting me to.  I wasn't thrilled but did it anyways.  It really sucked to be honest.  I didn't get to do anything and I felt so out of place there.  The worst part of it was the fire drill they had in the single digit weather.  The supervisor's had jackets on but the teachers, students ( Read more... )

kayla, weather, depression

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gooniegirl33 February 9 2011, 20:16:13 UTC
I'm sorry, sweety. No one deserves to be feeling that way, especially you.

It's like the lights are turned off in the room, and you desperately want to turn them on, but the light switch it broken.

Though my depression isn't as bad, I've had the spouts when nothing seems positive and the only thing you want to do is stay in solitude.

However, because of this, I have found out that I'm an amazing cheerleader for those suffering the same. So, I'm cheering for you! You are smart and brave and super sweet..and I heart you!

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knd79 February 9 2011, 23:37:06 UTC
Thank you so much! *hugs* I really hate this feeling.

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luvinu90 February 9 2011, 20:48:07 UTC
I think its awful they did the fire drill in such cold weather and then didnt let the kids wear jackets. Horrible!

Hope your depressions gets better soon :)

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knd79 February 9 2011, 23:36:02 UTC
It really is awful of them to do that.

Thank you.

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cindylou07 February 10 2011, 01:25:30 UTC
that fire drill is just cruel. ugh.

I am sorry you're feeling so down! I hate this horrible weather too. :(

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knd79 February 10 2011, 01:51:28 UTC
Isn't it?

Thanks. I know the weather is affecting everyone.

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burnwithher February 10 2011, 02:37:22 UTC
I'm sorry that you're feeling so poorly. I wish there was just the right thing I could say to lessen the feelings for you. But just know that they are people that do understand and do care (Livejournal friends included) I know it seems like an impossible dream, but life isn't always going to be a vicious cycle, it can be broken. Do you spend alot of time with your doctor? or is it like this place, you go in talk to them for like 10 minutes and they hand you some pills?

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I'm really sorry to hear... mikesmaddie February 11 2011, 14:01:44 UTC
...about how volunteering at the school went and about how you are feeling. :(.

Yes, the kids, the teachers, and you should have been allowed to put your coats on. It was cold outside and it's not at all healthy to be in such weather without a coat on.

And I'm sorry that you are feeling as you are. :(.

I do understand what that is like. And please know that I'm thinking of you.

God bless and take care. Bye, :)!
Olga/Maddie

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Re: I'm really sorry to hear... knd79 February 14 2011, 23:16:05 UTC
Thank you Olga, I appreciate it!

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You are... mikesmaddie February 15 2011, 14:56:46 UTC
...quite welcome. *big smile*

God bless and take care. Bye, :)!
Olga/Maddie

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