Oh Dear

[kneepads]

I'm starting to get thoughts. Thoughts about leaving Matt. I'm not getting any second thoughts...just thoughts. I have this feeling that I will be lonely and depressed when I leave. Matt loves me, he loves me so much, he loves me for me, and he treats me like a princess. He is absolutely heartbroken about me leaving, and it's starting to hit

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[missbellarose]

babe I know it's going to be really hard (or it WAS really hard.. if you've already left), to leave Matt. I know you guys have gone through all your shit together and have had so much and i DON'T think of him as some horrible guy, though I have voiced that from time to time ;) I know it's going to be hard but think about yourself in the long run. You've worked so hard for this and you've been so miserable in Boise. You're going to come back and have so much fun that it'll ease the pain of leaving Matt.
at least I hope. because you better not change your damn mind and go back!! love you.