I simply can't believe this is happening.

...I just hope that sealing the deal won't ruin things. =\

I found out a lot of stuff these past two days and I'm nervous and scared and anxious. I haven't been eating a lot lately for absolutely no reason at all except I am trying to save money or I just don't feel hungry. And even when I do feel hungry and then I eat I just feel sick afterwards. My mom says I've lost too much weight... I was kind of ( Read more... )

Boy, do I have a lot on my mind right now...

first thing...I've realized recently that boys [or at least the ones I've been hanging out with lately] are a lot like girls in more ways than I had expected. For instance, they talk behind each other's backs, which I thought guys were more chill and could care less about things like that, but I was ( Read more... )

1.
I promise to...
+ Think
+ Stop expecting things
+ Stop liking boys
+ Enjoy life
+ Stop worrying about things
+ Spend all my christmas money wisely [hah..]
+ Spend more time with my daddy ..and mommy too i suppose
+ Lose some weight.

2.
and yes, I realize this layout looks horrible. I'll get a new one soon hopefully.this one seems.. cheerful ( Read more... )

Second post today... Okay so... I got my hair cut like 2 weeks ago and pretty much the main reason I wanted to get it cut was because my bangs were really long and annoying and I wanted them cute and short again. So I go in there and the lady cuts like an inch off the bottom which was completely unnecessary since I'm trying to GROW IT OUT and then ( Read more... )

Okay. So there I was walking to the refridgerator. My hands were shaking with yearning for coke. I had finally reached the door; I pulled it open. My heart sank to the floor when I realized there was no coke there; I thought I was going to kill myself right then and there, but I wasn't about to give up hope. So, I walked back to the cabinet where ( Read more... )

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Tonight was great. It was really refreshing. Cortney and I had a long talk with Hofacker, Jordan, and Jacob. We talked about boys and girls and relationships. Basically, we had SEX ED in a McDonalds. lol. It was cute and nice.

AND I saw AMBER! It was so random and great. I met her mommy too and she was cute :] I can't wait to hang out with her ( Read more... )

So, I was reading Jessica's journal and she mentioned self control. I realized I have barely any self control and it makes me mad. I wish I could control the way I feel about people. I mean, I can make myself think I don't like him, but when I see him I'm all like LKDJFOIWEJLKDS. yeah....

Christmas kind of sucks.

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