Oct 20, 2006 06:02
Not really anything I have stolen from some other website or user.. just kinda wondering
Leave a message with what "gets you out of bed in the morning" and what direction you are going in life. Why are you still alive ?
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The fact that waking up at 4am to physically punish myself alongside 18 other women really has improved my discipline and overall mental/physical health despite the misery and additional stress. Plus if I choose not to go to rowing practice I will cause at least 8 other ladies who did show up to not get to practice, and they really won't like that. We are a truly interdependent team.
and what direction you are going in life. Why are you still alive ?
I am trying to live up to the potential I know I have and find a place in life and society that I can be proud of. I am still alive beacuse I keep breathing and metabolizing food at a rate that allows me to sustain my body, and no external or internal force has interrupted that.
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Honestly, I am too busy trying to make it so we all survive to even consider the why of it too much. The pyramid of needs is accurate.
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Direction is not apparent right now. I am in station keeping mode right now. I have no idea where I am going or why I would be going anyplace right now.
I am alive for the same reason that I get out of bed. Responsibility.
*waves*
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*looks over at Matthew, JA, Cartwright, Bryin, Amber, Joy, and Bear....and smiles* Them.
What direction are you going in life:
That's a damned good question...right now, I'm just looking for stability and to build from there.
Why are you still alive:
Because I ain't dead yet. *smile* One of my favorite quotes: "If, at the end of this life, I am still standing...it is not so much that I have won, but that Life got tired of knocking me down."
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I have debts I need to pay. I actually rather like my job, or at least the people I work with. I'm not sure why I like the job itself, but I do, mirabile dictu.
If I had no debts to pay, I still have short-term goals I would want to save up cash for. Plane tickets. Pretties.
If I had all the money I wanted, I'd get up so I could go and learn new things every day. I'd take class after class. That, or I'd actually actively pursue my writing (which yes, I know, I know, I should be doing ANYWAY, I'm going to try to do the NaNoWriMo this year and finish up/submit a mod to Bioware before that).
I'm still alive because I like it, because there's no reason to rationally believe the alternative is better. I have faith in God and in the afterlife and all that, but I'm not going to test that theory.
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