today is the miss wahl in hamburg!!! i'm soooo nervous and excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG wish me luck and everything

I stole this from kuroyosei 's LJ because i think that it's a wonderful thing to surprise people und to make wishes come true ^-^
Step One

- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered... whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom- ( Read more... )

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i din't write for such a long time.... also lots of really important things happened...
i am/was really stressed and well...that's it i feel miserable and everything, but i know i'll be better again someday just atm it's a bit too much of everything...so don't worry

but now i have to write something really really awesome:
this weekend we have our show ( Read more... )

Bin ich nur glücklich wenn es schmerzt
Böhse Onkelz

Bin ich nur glücklich wenn es schmerzt

Ich zeige Dir, was es heißt - allein zu sein
Ich trinke Tränen - schwarzen Wein
Ich folge Dir tief - tief in die Nacht
Bis in den Abgrund Deiner Seele
Steige ich hinab
Ich suche nach der - die mich zum Weinen bringt
Liebe macht süchtig - betrunken und blind
Ich ( Read more... )

alright....so this week i had my land-driving lessons..and on monday when i drove this road between trittau and ahrensburg a doe suddendly  appeared and ran in front of my car.. i was so really damn shocked! my whole body was shaking and everything i just thought " am i allowed to stop here or not?" so i said "tina, a doe" and she stopped for me Oo ( Read more... )

okay...what happened during the last week?  
i don't really remember... we had our LK week so i had almost no school. we wrote the german test on friday and it was kinda strange i think Oo well...whatever
i had a driving lesson and passed quite well i think ^^yay me
and on friday i danced with Flo at the dancing lessons who is Azubgi at our ( Read more... )

...die uns die Kraft geben 
unser tägliches Schicksal zu ertragen

saturday there were such moments we made gipsmasks with the formation and it was so great i was just happy the whole day ^^ daniel and me played the the rest of the gips and the cellar looked horrible after we were there xDDDDDD
luv ya <3
i also met Jörg daniels boyfriends and he's ( Read more... )

^-^
today we wrote englisch and i'm really worried because everyone wrote soo much and i didn't even write 1000 words...i really hope it's good!
so today i'm gonne prepare some muffins for tomorrow because we're gonna make some masks
  for our dance show ^^
oh and i refound some poems i wrote... one is fron our trip to the KZ Neuengamme which really ( Read more... )

is it really like this?...i know...for me this is true...but someone really made me think about it.... is it possible to be happy without having a big dream? without working at your dream and living everyday just to become what you always wanted ( Read more... )