I guess my journal doesnt update itself. have been staring at the keyboard for the past 5 min. not actually knowing what i am going to type or why i am even updating this. i don't know why i ever come online anymore. maybe because i have nothing else to do when im bored.coming online though just makes me feel like shit recently. there is always ( Read more... )

Sing me to sleep ( Read more... )

If I was To Never Wake Again.
You Can All Blame Yourselves

Well its good to know that some of the people i thought were my closest friends, think i am a piece of shit. not that i needed them to point this out because i already thought this of myself anyway. it's good to now know that they also think this, because apperantly i don't a shit about my friends ( Read more... )

Suck on my dick and choke on the load that I blow

Im staring at a bottle of flat soda right now, and a can of axe. this is the only thing important right now.

so i havent updated this in...well i dont really remember how long it has been now, prob atleast two or three days. so sat we had a little party and some people came over. it was pretty much the same old shit people came hung out they passed out and then the next morning came. well i felt the need to twist my knee this time. so on sunday when i ( Read more... )

so yesterday hung out with kymm. we gave kayla and by we i mean my dad gave kayla a ride to work and kymm went to fill out papers for springmaid. then we hung out. i stayed at his house and we just hung out. short sweet and too the point

ok well yesterday i worked and did nothingm then came home and hung out jess bob ashley and jared. i was up all night till jess left at 7 she was very upset cause her and mike broke up. then leah was over this morning waking up jared and then marissa brittany and kayla were over to get jared. they left for school and i went to bed. i went to work ( Read more... )

after school let out lauren and sam came over and hung out. sam left at like 300 ish and then i had to go to work shortly after. it was dead at work like it has been so eh w/e. walked to the motorcycle shop and then michael came to get me after that when i got out that is lol.
now im just talking to people online.