Its been a little while. A couple things to discuss ( Read more... )

Quick entry that will lack much detail that I could go into ( Read more... )

Quick, sad entry. Sorry to bother you all with these, but that's how I've been feeling lately. This is my journal and I'm going to write what I want in it. Don't like it? I don't care. Deal with it ( Read more... )

So, its been a while. Here it comes ( Read more... )

-I'm going to be missing a lot of things happening over this "Spring Break" because my parents want to go look at the property in SC. I swear, I want to smack the crap out of her sometimes. "Some things just aren't as important as others" Damn right- I couldn't give a shit LESS about South Carolina. Move there and stay there ( Read more... )

It's been a while. There has not been much change. Only a couple things ( Read more... )

I almost believed it. Almost. Very good. I applaud the tactic. Yet, it still hurts. Every time I begin to actually believe that I had been gladly mistaken, something else comes about that brings me back to square one. Its not supposed to go like this! Its SO OBVIOUS, yet- why hasn't this ended? Do it already. I'm starting to become sick and tired ( Read more... )

Its all over. I cant get away from it. I'll be going back to practice starting this Wednesday, I hope. That should get my mind off things. Its just so hard because its so clear! Alas, theres nothing to do but think... Hell, I cant even think about it cause I pretty much know what the outcome of everything will be. Why not just do it already? Why ( Read more... )

That feeling of reliving that same instant has been more frequent: that one moment. Every time I think about it in the present circumstance, this feeling of disgust and sickness rises up inside... And it has become more frequent and powerful. Nothing said can allay the feeling. Only time can ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm regressing into and re-living a time period from the past, only with a subtle difference. Same feelings, same actions, same emotions... It hurts. I thought I safeguarded myself against all this. I didn't think this would happen... I may be wrong. I may not. Only time will tell- we'll see what the future holds ( Read more... )