hm.. i really haven't written in here in quite some time. i would love to be able to say that in the time i haven't written, i've had some really clever insights into my life, or maybe that i have had some realy great things happen to me... but it's pretty much same old, same old. i don't know if i've gotten into grad school, which is ( Read more... )

it's so close to the end of the semester. i guess i've pretty much been saying that for the past couple entries. but this time it's for real. one more real day of classes, and two of them are actually my finals. so all in all i suppose it's pretty much seriously the end of the semester for me. and then i have a very nice four day weekend IN ( Read more... )

signed up to take the GRE's on december 28th.. holy shit man, that's intense. i am not ready. but oh well better to have it done than to be having to worry about it right? lol... they cost a whopping 130 dollars to sign up for though, i mean seriously, if i don't do well on these shits then someone's going to be in trouble ( Read more... )

december 1st. wow. i can't believe the semester is almost over... two more weeks, then some finals. and this is the last month of the year. and in exactly two weeks i will be living officially in an apartment. and ... just wow. i'm really glad that i'm almost done with all my big projects, and really pleased that my research methods study ( Read more... )

sigh. things are better. gitamba met the family, and did quite well, as was expected. by me anyway, he seemed a bit nervous but i knew once they got him talking he'd be all over it. anyway it was good ( Read more... )

well i guess it was about time for things to go downhill and become just like they used to be and i guess he did a good job of convincing for the first month and a few weeks, and i don't know whether i should just blame the time of year but frankly by now i don't understand, if he really did like being around me then he would be around me more and ( Read more... )

things are going really well for me lately. it's weird actually i've been able to really focus on the good stuff recently, maybe i'm just ignoring anything that slightly makes me stressed or upset... i guess i tend to do that but maybe really instead i'm just looking at the bright side of things and counting the great things in my life. and the ( Read more... )

i went running today, which i felt i needed to because i'm getting fat and i don't like it. even though when i complain about my stomach gitamba says, 'more to love' which i think is quite cute and funny, i don't like it so i want it to go away. i am having all sorts of wonderful times in life right now minus schoolwork which i think is pretty ( Read more... )

i'm 21 ( Read more... )

I do apologize, i feel as though i've been mad about some things that perhaps i shouln't have been and for that i'm sorry, but as such i do still feel slightly justified in how i am feeling. other than like, this weekend, i've been having a great time in life, lol...