Yeah well thats Washington....The sun broke through the clouds and shone for like ten minutes today.....it was a miracle....and then it rained like a mother fucker the whole rest of the day. Seriously people this is Washington and it rains. Some cliches are too fucked up to be untrue ( Read more... )

I've spent my christmas leave mostly playing video games...Yah Dynasty Warriors! I can feel my IQ leaking out of my ears but thats ok...I have some to spare. My birthday is in 3 days! Woohoo! I'll be 23! I haven't spoken to my parents for several weeks now, and I have to admit it is nice. I am not being my mother's hostage anymore! Yah! I'm ( Read more... )

I'm a bad person, and I don't care! DRAMA SHIELDS UP!

Uh oh, the sharing of the weird and quirky about me! This could take a while....damn could I have just put five normal things about me instead...if I could find five normal things about me.......*pouts ( Read more... )

I hate everything to do with the holidays. I hate that I'm expected to go home and see my family. The fact that I despise my family apparently doesn't matter to anyone but me. Well this year I'm boycotting my family. I refuse to have anything further to do with them until after the holidays, except for my brother. I don't like them and i ( Read more... )

The mistakes that I make inevitably boil down to one thing, making bad judgement calls choosing the people I surround myself with. Usually because I fail to acknowledge my own value as a person. People take advantage of that. Its human nature. I allow myself to be underestimated, neglected, and generally abused. I'm trying to change that. I ( Read more... )

Rather than rambling again about how much I hate people....everyone I hate already knows I hate them, I've decided to dwell on some of the more positive aspects of my life and hope it doesn't depress me how thin the list is ( Read more... )

I am here. Alone. My husband has put himself into a hospital, shortly after we decided to seperate for a while. Now he thinks I guess that I have lied to him or manipulated him into doing something he didn't want to do. I don't know. I won't even say its not true, I certainly am capable of it. I'm not a very nice person. However I didn't ( Read more... )

I want to beat my head into a wall until I DIE! I can't fix ANYBODY for them. I don't do MIRACLES. I'm having enough trouble with my own problems at this point. I have gotten so angry I'm throwing things and breaking things and seriously wanting to get into a vehicle and drive at ninety miles an hour into the most convenient brick wall. Just ( Read more... )

Just cause it came to my attention that I have "friends" and I didn't even know it. So hi everyone ( Read more... )