I have felt this way for many nights because the person I felt all these emotions for ripped out my heart and broke it into many peices. I've never stopped hurting. I just put on a msak of lies and show everyone something that I'm not. I've not been truely happy since my heart and soul have been shattered but I have felt happiness. I am begining to fell these feelings again for another. I just hope it doesn't end in me being hurt even more. I can't take anymore pain, my heart can't be broken again. I feel if it happens again there may be very extreme results and aloot of hurt people.
It's okay to feel this way. It's okay to hurt and to feel all the pain and anguish we want, but being a guy, we're not allowed to show these emotions in public. It's unattractive to us, and to women
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Re: Malevolant Dutyanime_oniJanuary 29 2006, 12:29:14 UTC
Thank you my freind these words of wisdom from a good freind I will always keep with me. you seem to give intelectual advice that makes much more sense than any I have received thus far from my other freinds. Its good to know that there are freinds out there like you that can give advice that you can go by and make sense of it all. I thank you for this. I understand that I may be moving to fast and may get hurt again but noe that the relationship has gone a few more days it seems it might last a while so in that time I will have time to heal and to forget the one I thought was my soul mate but in turn became something that was far from a soul mate. I am a hopeless romantic so I know what is ahead for me and am prepaired now for anything. Well maybe not a kick to the crotch or a punch to the face but the emotions I'm ready for.
Re: Malevolant Dutyknighted_felineJanuary 29 2006, 21:23:56 UTC
I'm glad that my words were able to give comfort to you. I know your close friends want to be there for you, but most of them haven't had the chance to grow and go through a lot of life's little pitfalls. That's something I've gained a fair enough experience in. But don't discount them either, you may find that one of these days your friends might have a damned good insight
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